CH.17 (Endless Secrets)

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Chapter 17

Endless Secret

*Flashback*

Police: hands on the air where i can see them, Jeon Jungkook!!

The police shouted, making Jungkook chuckled. But his tears didn't escape everyone's eyes. The throbbing pain inside his hyung's were unbearable, and he's aware of that.

But he's in pain too. He just... want to end it.

Jungkook: my grandmother once told me, anger doesn't make things right. It can only turn things to worse. Stupid of me not to think about her words before i did it.... i-i'm so stupid.

His voice craked, making Yoongi to looked away. Hoseok lowered his head, while Namjoon, and Seokjin's eyes softened.

Jungkook: i don't want Taehyung to hate me. I don't want you guys to lose trust on me... My sister Jiyeon deserve a justice, yet Taehra as well. See, i just turn the things worst. I am worst!

Slowly he moved his hands to his pants, only to grabbed the gun from there. Hyung's eyes widened, while police started to panick from their place.

Jungkook: i can't live like this anymore... Please, forgive me.

Placing the tip of the gun to his chest, police shouted trying to stop him from his actions but seems Jungkook were blinded by his emotions. He can't hear anything... He doesn't care anymore.

Namjoon: G-gguk! No! Please, don't!

Seokjin: J-Jungkook-ahh...

Hoseok: Jungkook no! This won't help!

Yoongi: Jungkook!! Stop this! Please look at me- NO!!

A loud bang echoed to their ears, and the view of Jungkook slowly falling from where he was standing caught them off guard. Five of the police tried to run towards him but failed.

Covering his shoulders with his hands, he let himself fall from the cliff as the ocean accept his body slowly, but he didn't do anything. Until now, he's still afraid to do it.

He didn't shot himself directly to his chest, instead he let his shoulders to the upper part of his chest take the bullet to make it more realistic infront of their eyes. Jungkook himself were not sure about his actions even tho he's completely aware of what might happen to him.

Death. He's aware of it.

So instead of getting killed by the bullets, he let himself drown. So he can think of his love ones before the afterlife take him.

Pain... He is full of pain. His life were built of pain, and dissapointment but Jungkook is higher than the mountains, and stronger than a lion. People around him think that he can, while he was dying inside without them knowing.

He wants to show his best. His best side, but lions have weakness too. People think that he was built under the tag of dandelions, but the truth sometimes have the ability to hurt us even without trying. And that is the truth that Jungkook is just a fallen angels with broken wings.

Because of the people around him, relative, non-relative, and even his love ones is the cause of it. Cause of why he couldn't be able to fly.

Jungkook: the dark clouds around me were too heavy for me to fight...

Slowly closing his eyes, even tho Jungkook could swim, he knows to himself that if he use his ability to escape where he was right now, it will jus remains the same. Pain, lies, dissapointments. All he can think is to escape that.

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