GOLDEN BOY~ Vinnie Hacker

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Vinnies POV

I leave y/ns house and get in the car and start crying. Why the hell am I crying? I guess I love her that much. Why'd she have to go so quick, I knew she was leaving but not this early. I should've told her about my feelings a long time ago, we've helped each other through the thick and thin but she just didn't realize I'm in love with her cause shed never like me, I'm just her
' best friend' but I mean we almost did kiss

I start blasting the music then our song came on up next on the playlist ' looking out for you' wow

"I guess I should stop looking out for you like I always do, when will you start looking out for me too instead of leaving me staring at my shoesss. Just the way you're glancing at me something about you just makes me feel guilty for liking you. When you're with him, when you're with him. This is a love song for a girl who will never know it's about her know it's pretty stupid but I'm much to shy to tell her She's beaming that smile all the while,I'm all tripped up on my own throat I guess there is no hope, When you're walking out in the snow I say I guess I should go and we're talking about someone else.When we should be talking about ourselves it's the same old situation you've always got me waiting come on fear I think times a wasting Before we have to go back inside
And return to our normal lives.This is a love song for a girl,Who will never know it's about her Know it's pretty stupid but I'm much too shy to tell her she's beaming that smile all the while I'm all tripped up on my own throat
I guess there is no hope." I shout out with tears streaming down my face

fuck I love her so much, I remember that day at the beach when we were dancing to this song it was a happy day that brought so many memories

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It's 7pm and I'm skating with Jordan at the skatepark

" what's up with you?" Jordan asks kicking up his board with his foot

" nothing" I say doing the same and he walks towards next to me through the grass

" dude it can't be nothing....is it about y/n leaving?" He asks

" yeah Jordan it is, the girl I'm in love with left and I barley got to say goodbye this morning cause she was so rushed." I say

" wait you're in love with y/n?" He says taking a drink of water

" yeah I am" I say wiping off my sweat

" since when? I knew y'all were close but I didn't think you liked her." He says bringing his knees to his chest

" I don't know to be honest I've always liked her but I guess I really started liking her around 7 months ago" I say lying down on my back and bringing my hands to my head

" oh wow why didn't you say anything  to me " he asks and I sit up

" because that's your ex girlfriend or 'rebound'  and I just didn't want to get you mad" I say

" for the last fucking time she wasn't my rebound I actually liked her." He says

" then why'd you do it ? Why'd you cheat" I ask

" I-I don't know why I did okay? I just did it" he says

" if you really loved her you wouldn't have. I was there for her the whole time you weren't cause she was crying thinking you were cheating and you were. For months, fucking months Jordan do you know how much that hurt me to see her in pain cause you were over there with someone else cheating on her?" I say starting to yell