4 years

part 1

A/N: Hi guys I really hope you'll like this story, English is not my first language so I'm praying that I wrote it good lol.
Enjoy<3

Debbie's pov:

4 years.
For 4 years I feel filthy.
For 4 years I've been lying to the man I married, to the man I love so much, and why?
Just because she came and took a place in my heart faster than anyone and she changed me. Forever.

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I took my clothes off and got into the tub, my head was full of thoughts and I couldn't stand it.
I was thinking about my family, about my husband and about her, about the woman who stole my heart.
With every thought I just drown myself into the water until all of me was in the warm water except for my nose.
Finally I felt peace.
My peace continued for about a minute and then my phone rang and I jumped out of the tub.
Quickly I dried my hands and took the phone from near the sink, "Lou miller".
She was calling and I felt my heart is about to be blown.
The phone rang and rang and I couldn't answer.
Just when the call was about to end I answered.
"Hello?" I whispered so my kids won't hear me.
"hey, are you free tonight? I want to celebrate with you this day.. you know 4 years is a long time"
I could hear my heart's beat.
"I want but I don't know if I can.. Claude is coming back tonight from business trip and he'll probably want to spend the evening with me"
"Well you can always think about an excuse.. say you need to work with me and Rose about that case, the boy who accused in sexual harassment, he'll understand"
"I don't know Lou... we need to stay low and this is too risky"
She didn't reply.
"Lou?"
"Yeah yeah I'm still here. Debbie I need to see you tonight, I need YOU tonight. I planed something amazing for us, Tammy and her daughter Lana are out for the rest of the night, she wanted to have a girl's night with her teenager daughter for some reason but for me its good.
They'll be back in midnight and 'till then we can have fun."
"Well... I guess I can say that I need to work.. he'll understand he always works"
"That's my girl"
I giggle and I could feel her simle.
"Be here at nine, you have one hour to get ready"
"See you then"
"See you then baby"
She cut the call.
I smiled like a child and I felt good to have her.
I immediately got out of the tub and went to do my makeup.
After 45 minutes I was almost ready and I heard someone slamming the door.
"I'm home!"
It was Claude.
"Dad!" The twins yelled.
I heard them talking for 2 minutes and then I heard his steps towards our bedroom.
"You are beautiful"
I smiled and looked at him from the mirror.
He huged me and rested his hands on my waist.
"So where our big boy Matt?"
"He is with his girlfriend anna"
"Aww cute he really do love her"
"Yes he does"
"And you.. where are you going sexy lady?"
I smiled and looked back so our eyes met.
"I'm going to work on a case with Rose and Lou"
"Nooooo whyyyy??? I wanted to have a good time with you I haven't seen you for a week, I've missed you"
"If by having a good time you mean fucking with me I'll pass for now, I'm on my period"
"I meant to movies"
"Yeah yeah you meant movies of course!"
"I heard this ton like you don't believe me"
"Well, we'll never know" I smirked at him and went to my closet to pick shoes.
I wore some yoga pants and white t-shirt and put in my bag my real clothes and shoes I picked.
Clause asked when I'll be back and I said midnight he wished me luck and I went out.

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it was almost nine and I was in a hurry.
I drove for 20 minutes and then parked right under her loft.
I changed my clothes to my dress and heels and in 21:20 I knocked on the door.
She opened the door and my heart skipped a beat.
She wore this gorgeous white suit and she was stunning.
I looked at her for a minute and then she said "hey, earth to debbie!"
I snapped out of my day dreaming and hugged her tight.
"I've missed you"
She laughed and said I can't miss someone if I saw them yesterday and I just hugged her tighter.
"Shall we?"
I nod in agreement and she took me in.

We sat on the couch and she sat right next to me.
"You are so beautiful in this dress" she said while touching my hair.
I put my hand on her cheek and lean towards her lips to kiss her but she was quick and put her finger on my lips.
"BUT WHY" I whined
"Cause you need to save it for later"
I groan and pretended to be mad but she didn't care she just hugged me.
After a few minutes of hugging she released me and went to her kitchen.
She brought two glasses and white wine with her.
She poured the wine into the glasses and gave me one of them.
While she was sipping from her wine I took a small sip and went near the stereo.
I contacted my phone and put some music on.
"Come dance with me"
I offered her my hand and she took it with a smile.
She polled me closer do her and started to dance with me.

I kissed her forehead and our eyes met.
Suddenly I felt her lips on mine and I received them.
We deepened the kiss and we kissed with love, passion and happiness.
Her hands were around my waist my mine were around her neck and we kissed until we needed oxygen.
"That was..."
"Awsome" she said while catching her breath
"You said no kissing" I said when I finally breath normally.
"Yeah I know but look at you, you know you are my weeknes right?"
I bit my lips and kissed her gently on her cheeks.
"I'm hungry"
"You know, we can always eat each other"
I slapped her gently, "no dumbass I need food, real food"
"But I'm real"
"Omg I can't"
"I'm kidding I made us good meal"
"Oh really?"
"Yes I did"
A proud smile was all over her face and I just shook my head in disbelief with a smile.
She grabbed my hand and took me to the kitchen, "look"
"Omg you actually made dinner, I'm proud of you honey"
"Yes! That means I get a kiss?"
"Yes you can get a kiss"
She smiled and I kissed her.

She told me to sit in the dining table and wait and so I did.
She brought the food and we sat down to eat and chat.
We chat and ate for almost an hour.
After that she told me to seat and wait again.
"Ok now get up and close your eyes"
"What?"
"Just trust me and close your eyes already"
"Ok ok here"
"Great"
I felt her hand around my waist and her other hand holding my hand.
She guided me and made sure I won't hit anything.
We went up stairs and entered some room.
I felt her leaving me and the she told me to open my eyes.
I couldn't believe she did all that.