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Amara's POV:
- Day of departure -
Today was the day I was finally leaving. The day where I set off to pursue my dreams and have the time of my life with my bestest friends but to tell you the truth I'll probably ball my eyes out because I'm leaving my other half.

My twin brother. The one who was 4.6 minutes older than me. The one I despise the most. But the one I can't live without. Jack has truthfully always been there for me even when I, frankly didn't want him to.

He was because he cares so much and I care so much about him. I can't imagine living without him. And the fact that we're living across the country from one another kills me inside. But to pursue our dreams it'll have to do.

And the boys oh god where do I begin? Jack Gilinsky that's where I'll start. Jack Finnegan Gilinsky was my first love. Yes, me and jack had dated. For a long time actually and I was head over heels in love with him but eventually we both realized we'd be better off as best friends.

So basically Jack was my first for everything. My first kiss, my first real boyfriend not those horrible middle school relation ships because might I add ew, and of course he was my first to take my virginity.

Oh god that sounds so cliche but whatever. Sammy and Skate. One word to describe them: FUCKBOYS. But I love them to death they're like the older, hotter brothers I never had 😂 sorry jj. But I'm truthfully going to miss my stupid town in stupid Nebraska.

On the bright side though... IM LIVING WITH MY BEST FRIEND WOOOOHOOO. My phone beeped notifying me there was a notification. Twitter. The tweet directed to me from matt had said

@TheMattEspinosa: "can't wait to move in wit ma bestieeee am bam @ItsAmaraJohnson"

I laughed at his horrible spelling and replied back with

@ItsAmaraJohnson: ". @TheMattEspinosa ayeeee can't wait broo miss youu matty b 💕"

I put my phone down and grabbed my suitcases to bring down stairs. I saw my beloved brother sitting at the counter of our childhood home we would no longer be living in.

"JACKKYYY" I screamed in his ear. "Jesus Amara give me a heart attack why don't ya" Jack replied still trying to catch his breath. "MAMA I LUH YOUU" I yelled to Jack while he bursts into hysterics because of my inside joke reference.

"I seriously am going to miss you so much jack I can't even" I said lowly to Jack tearing up a bit. "Awh am don't cry I love you and I'll always be here I'm just a call away you know." Jack said comfortingly. "Did you pack everything?" I asked Jack knowing he was bound to forget something.

"YUPPP MY ROOM IS CLEARED OUT!" Jack screamed. I had a sudden urge to just hug him. We hugged for what seemed like forever by now I was bawling my eyes out and I knew jack was crying by the feeling of wet drops on my back.

"I'm seriously going to miss you so much and if you don't call me everyday I'm gonna come to NY and find you." Jack said lowly. " I can't imagine not living with you jack. I'll be sure to call you don't worry." I sniffled "NOW ENOUGH WITH THIS SAPPY SHIT LETS PARTY UNTIL WE GOTTA GOOOO!" Sammy yelled jumping onto the kitchen island. "Awh Sam why'd you gotta ruin they're twin moment?" Nate nudged Sammy.

A/N: weird part to stop at I know I know. BUT AMARA AND JACK ARE SIBLING GOALS AF.lol is this book even good idk but don't forget to vote peace luvvv and happiensess babez - Mya 💕