Taejin Oneshot

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Warning
Suicide attempt
Suicide
Might trigger some people

Others
Jin- 13
Taehyung- 23
This Is not a relationship Just like
Brothers but not related
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Taehyung POV
It's being 1 week since this kid reply back to me am getting worried, What makes me worried the most Is the last text he send to me.

"Always stay happy, And live your life Is worth something you can ever Imagine, You make me happy anytime I text you I feel happy and always smile
You make me happy that anyone could ever have done, I'll miss you
I love you"
That was the last thing he texted me
Sound werid I asked him were he was going and he didn't reply back, Now am here thinking about someone I have never met or know how that person looks like only who his name and age while walking back home from the convenience store, Until I saw some kind of figure at a roof I stopped walking, The person looks like it about to Jump.
I quickly ran to meet the person the rooftop was a middle school rooftop
The only thing I could think about Is
"How Is someone able to be at a school rooftop at this nighttime!?"
"PLEASE DON'T JUMP!" I yelled at the Figure
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Jin POV
Am done with being positive, Being alive, Am done with everything
I always tell people to say positive while am the one dying Inside
Always force to be someone I don't want to be, You might think I have a stupid reason well you are right I do have a stupid reason to want to commit suicide, My problem doesn't matter Is to little for someone to care about.

I have a mother who Is forcing me to be social with someone I don't feel comfortable with, Her boyfriend I don't like feel comfortable around him yet, Instead of waiting she will force me then scold me for not wanting her to have happiness
That am selfish, A terrible childhood as a little kid now am being childish so I can know what it's like to have a happy childhood but instead I get blame for It and always being told to be "Mature and to act like am 13 not a 4 or 5 years old" Just because I laugh with it doesn't mean It doesn't hurt Just because I smile doesn't mean am happy or to be stuck on a medicine I will never get out of, I feel like am being used for money because of my health condition I was r*pe as a little but I never thought anything of it because I was a fool and was too Incconet for people to toy with, I trust people easily with was a problem
I was called a crybaby now I barely cry anymore.
I could list all my problem but I don't have time to explain my problem to others.
Now let talk about the happy thing that happen to me, Am not poor am able to eat that's something to be grateful for, I have Taehyung who makes me happy but the only problem Is that I fell In love with him
I feel disgusted by myself for loving someone who only sees me as a little brother and am way younger than him, He have a girlfriend I hate that I fell In love with him.
I hate that I fall In love quickly, I should have learned my lesson but no I don't listen now am on my school rooftop ready to be done with life
The funny thing Is that I always tell Taehyung and others to live while am here committing suicide I really am stupid.
I was about to Jump until I hear a deep voice yelled "PLEASE DON'T JUMP!" I heard some man said He had curly hair covering half of his eyes wearing a white hoodie and a blue Jeans and a white nick sneakers.
I was confused why someone would be here.
"WHAT'S YOUR NAME KID?" The man yelled, Geez you don't have to yell I can hear you know.
"My name Is Jin" I said to the man he looked surprised which made me confused.

Taehyung POV
After I asked the kid his name, Which sounded familiar the name sounds like baby angel (An: That's what he calls him) He probably his not him
But what If It's him no, He said he was In America why would he be In Seoul?
Wait he said he was born In Korea but moved to America did he maybe come back "Baby angel?" I asked him to get an answer so I wouldn't beat myself to keep thinking about, When I looked up he looked surprised "Who?" The kid asked, You really can't hide your facial expressions, I played along with him "No It's no one, Anyway why are you on a rooftop, looking like your about to Jump" I asked him scratching my neck
"You know, You're kind of dumb you already answered your own question" He said while looking unamused before turning back to Jump I quickly start to say words I didn't know came out of my mouth.

"YOU REALLY ARE GOING TO JUMP!?
WHAT ABOUT PEOPLE THAT ALREADY LOST THEIR OWN LIVES WHEN THEY DIDN'T WANT TO, THEY EITHER GOT SHOT OR PEOPLE DO THINGS TO THEM THAT MADE THEM WEAK AND DIE, WHEN THEY STILL WANTED TO LIVE BUT THEY COULDN'T BECAUSE THEY GOT THEIR OWN LIVES TAKEN FROM THEM WHEN THEY DIDN'T WANT TO
YOU'RE BEING SELFISH, YOU ARE STILL YOUNG YOU HAVE YOUR OWN LIFE AND YOU ARE CHOOSING TO DO THIS, YOU CAN FIND SOMEONE TO LOVE SOMEONE YOU CARE ABOUT, YOU ALWAYS TELL ME TO STAY POSITIVE AND LIVE AND YOU ARE HERE DOING SUICIDE, KIM SEOKJIN" I said a paragraph having to catch my breath because I felt like I rapped
Instead of him getting down and coming to him, What I got was "okay, And?" This brat said to me
He then turn to look at me tears flowing out of his eyes saying "Am sorry but I can't change my mind, You made me happy, Thank you Taehyung" Jin said before Jumping off
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Jin POV
"Finally I can leave this world" I thought to myself.... But Instead I felt something soft then I opened my eyes  until I looked down to see what was soft.

It was Taehyung, His head was dripping with blood he was laying on a puddle of blood (An: look I don't know how people that Jump off a rooftop look like, Am not ready to be traumatized, I already have a lot I don't need the icing on cake) He was hugging me, I quickly got up
I checked my pocket for my phone, My whole body was shaking tears coming none stop I was also covered In some of his blood I called 119
I told them my address after 5 minute they arrived, They quickly picked Taehyung to the emergency bed to start trying to find a way to make him survive one doctor came to me and asked me my parents number, I shook my head Just saying "I want to stay with him" I said still shaken up and crying the doctor agreed because I didn't stop and took me to the front of the emergency truck to start driving us to the hospital, I was crying non stop saying "It's my fault" until we got to the hospital, They quickly rushed him to the emergency room the doctor who took me to the hospital looked at me giving me a look that he Is not going to survive, I collapse on the hospital floor looking at the wall like it was the wall fault I was alone the nurses rushing to make Taehyung live I was Just there crying holding my hair shaking, I was screaming Inside, Just holding my hair like I wanted to ripe my head off, Until the doctor came and took me to were Taehyung was he looked barely alive
I quickly rushed to his side and hold his hand he weakly said "I d didn't k know t the person I a always want t to me meet I will meet them while  c committing s suicide" He said weakly I put my head down because I was embarrassed of myself, "Just p please l live, Y you are still y young m make me p proud, B be the idol y you want to b be and sing your beautiful s songs f for me, make people love themselves please and your cute as I imagined you will be
Baby angel" Taehyung said chuckling before closing his eyes
"NO WAKE UP, I PROMISE I'LL LIVE TAEHYUNG PLEASE WAKE UP" I yelled while the doctor was trying to drag me out of the hospital room, He left me outside the door slammed the door on my face, I was crying and the last I heard was.

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"H his gone" I said silently to myself
My ears on the door, I slide down until I sitting remembering everything that happened today
Before I screamed out loud, The doctor quickly rush out of the room to comfort me I was holding on to his hospital cloth crying "I I lost him" I repeated until I fell asleep.

The End
I was going to put more Information about Jin life but I don't want to trigger anyone.

Don't try suicide
Live even though you have a terrible life It will get better.
Don't forget what Taehyung said to Jin, Some people got their life taken away.
When My Taehyung In this oneshot said "Or other thing to make them weak and lost their life" Hope you understand because I don't want to put more details.

Love yourself because what you hate about yourself someone else might be envy of you.
Love your body and your personality love your perfect and Imperfection
It's not easy to love yourself quickly
But don't give up.
Remember no one problem are too little, Don't change yourself to please others, Humans are hard to please
You're either to much or too little be yourself not someone else.

Poor Taehyung didn't get to eat the food he bought.

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