My first real love

My new best friend

Next day:

Amelia's pov:
We were all awake, it was Saturday and we planned that they stay until 2pm. We made ourselves breakfast. Everybody helped. After that we cleaned up and made hot chocolate for all of us. After that we sat down at the dining table and drank it while talking. We talked about everything, such as: the first period, embarrassing experiences, boys and more. After that, everyone got dressed up, including me, and then we went outside and took pictures of each other. It came out so beautiful pictures. We also took duo pictures so there were more than one of us in the picture. And then we took a group picture with my cell phone where we were all on it. Then we went home and it was picked up one after one  until only arizona was there. With her I had the strongest chemistry so far but on a friendly basis. But somehow I found on the one hand a shame that I didn't kiss her yesterday but on the other hand I'm glad because now nothing is weird between us. We waited for Arizona's mum and talked. With her I never ran out of topics. Arizona's mum texted arizona that she was just outside the door. I hugged arizona and we hugged for quite a long time it was very nice though. After that we parted and she took her things and left. I was now alone and did not know what I should do because my mum comes only in an hour. Therefore, I cleaned up quickly and lay down for a short nap.

Monday:

Arizona's pov:
In the Weekend after the sleepover I often thought of amelia. But every time I thought about her I said to myself: you can't fall in love again. Although now it wouldn't be so bad because at least she is not straight but I don't know if she feels the same and I don't want to ruin our good friendship. I got ready for school.

Amelia's pov:
I thought about Arizona a few times over the weekend. But I tried not to, because I didn't want to ruin my friendship with her. I had exchanged phone numbers with Cristina, April, Maggie and Arizona. I wrote to them very often over the weekend. I am so happy that I made friends so quickly. I took a shower and got dressed. I had to take the bus today because Derek had left early. On the bus there was April, Cristina and mer. I squatted in front of Cristina and mer in the row where April was sitting. April said to me: thank you for being here, I'm freaking out about Cristina and Mer. Me: it's not hard not to go crazy with them. We both had to laugh out loud. We had a pretty boring class today. I was glad when the bell rang for lunch. I squatted down at the table where all April and co. were sitting. I set between Arizona and April. We talked the whole time and told about our weekend. I asked Arizona if she wanted to study with me today for the math exam. She said: yes with pleasure. Should I come with you right away or a little later? I answered: You can come directly. I have to take the bus today anyway. Arizona: ok.

After school:

Amelia's pov:
Arizona and I were on the bus. We were talking and she told me that she was also bullied for being a lesbian. Arizona: I knew early on that I was into women because I always had crushes on women. My first crush was my English teacher. We giggled. She then continued: I was about 13 when I had my coming out. And a lot of friends broke off contact but I still had april, mer and cristina and others. But it was still hard. When I was 15, I thought to myself, I'll just show people how cool it can actually be. And then after the summer vacations I got a glow up and began to flirt with straight girls. With some it worked. I always made out with and I have also satisfied them, just so they could see how nice it can be. And there were also girls who had their coming out after they had made out with me. I was proud of myself for that. But I'm not a whore if you think that because I'm not. I told her: no I don't think so, after all you have created a place for me where I am not getting bullied. Because if you weren't I would still be bullied for sure. Arizona: I tell you two funny things 1. there was a boy who bullied me really hard and you know what he recently came out as transsexual. That is irony but the funny thing is now she has a crush on me. We both laughed. Arizona: the second thing I will tell you when we are at your house ok? I answered: ok. We had to get off now. We said a quick hello to my mom and then went straight to my room. I closed the door. And threw myself on my bed. I said to her: just throw your bag anywhere. She put it next to my desk. I said: now you have to tell me the other thing. Arizona: well actually it's not such a funny thing but rather embarrassing. I told her: I also told you embarrassing things. Arizona: yeah well... I'm still... I'm still a virgin. Which is actually very ironic when you consider that many girls have lost their virginity because of me. I looked at her and said: that's not bad. I am also still a virgin. You don't have to be ashamed of that. I smiled at her. She smiled back with her magic smile. And her eyes were shining. I felt something in my belly, it was butterflies.

Arizona's pov:
This girl drives me crazy😩🦋. How can anyone be so warm. And then this sweet understanding smile she threw at me. We then studied on her bed the whole time. And then at 6pm I was picked up by my mom.
A/N: sorry that i didn't update earlier. But i didn't have motivation and i didn't want to writ shit so i did a break and yet i am super motivated 😄