♛ only the clouds remember ♛

🌼🌺working hard🌺🌼

🌺= angst
🌼= fluff (at the end of the chapter)
Week 2 of living with Noelle

Y/N pov

I woke up lazily today at around 11:30.
Shit. I think to myself what would Noelle think? But to my surprise she was nowhere to be seen. I look around the house for her but she seemed to not be home her couch bed was put away and neat so she obviously left the house I reassured myself putting on my clothing and grabbing my sword in hope to practice my fighting skills on some slimes. As I head toward Springvale I see someone passed out near a tree bleeding w- wait is that Noelle?!
"Noelle!" I rush over to her
"Y/N.." she manages to say
I pick her up and put her on my back and head towards Mondstadt.
"Hang on Noelle"

~time skip~
*At a hospital*

I see a nurse walk towards me I rush up towards them
"Is she okay?" I say nervously
"Well she was shot with a Hilichurl arrow but so far it looks as she'll make it through the night which is all we can be sure of so far" she said in an attempt to comfort me yet I was in no way comforted.
"The night.. so you have no idea if she'll actually survive" I say annoyed at the fact that they might not be able to help Noelle.
"Ma'am I assure you we're doing all we can" the nurse says dipping her head and walking away
I reluctantly plop back down into my chair feeling a tear run down my cheek
"Why was she so close to a
Hilichurl camp" I squeak trying not to cry
"Why"
as I watch the clock hit 2 am I decide to go back to Noelles apartment.
Grabbing my  keys as I am now her room mate
I reluctantly walk inside I decide
To make some tea Oolong tea. Which has become my favourite tea ever since I met Noelle something about her was so sweet so comforting so familiar I start to sob what would I do now that she was gone? "WHY" I can't help but blurt out even though no one was there to see my sudden outburst. Why did I care about her so much I've only even known her for two weeks it's not like I've known her for years heck even months but even though I haven't known her for a while. I cared about her a lot..
Thats normal I go into deep thought about what I'm feeling but remember that she's hurt I don't end up sleeping that night the morning afters weather totally matches the whole oh my god my room mate is in the hospital mood and what I mean by that is that it's pouring rain like the kind of rain the means business and currently it's business was making me feel even worse but I have to get up I have to keep Noelles apartment nice and clean for her. I think to myself I clean the kitchen which I kinda turned into a mess from last night's emotional episode but look at me doing stuff being an actual member of society.
I clean her house and after that I put on a rain coat and grabbing an umbrella I walk to the hospital to see how Noelle is doing feeling a ray of hope that she could be getting a bit better. As I walk into the hospital I bring some flowers for the nurse I talked to unkindly the day before and apologize it was a bouquet of sweet flowers and then I walk into Noelles room to see that she was up!
"Noelle!" I squeal hugging her a pink tint goes across her favs
"Y/N.."
"Noelle" my face suddenly goes serious
"What were  you doing  so near a Hilichurl camp by yourself that was crazy practically a death wish!" I scream
"I- I" Noelles looks down defeatedly
"What!" I say a tear  streaming down my face
"I'm tired of just being a maid I'm mad I'm a geo I've tried for SO Long yet I'm never rewarded I'm useless so I tried to defeat a Hilichurl camp by myself and you know what it I died NO ONE Would have cared anyway so who care?!" Noelle let's out
I just stand there shocked
"Noelle... I would have cared I CARE" I hold her hand
she sobs on my shoulder I cry too.
"You don't have to be alone" I say clearing my throat
"*sniffs* o- okay" she says squeezing me

I stay with her for the rest of the night and soon she is able to come back to the apartment.
We decided to watch a cheesy romance movie Noelles totally into it. I stare at her blushing a tad I yell at myself in my head what am I even thinking?? I could never I reassure myself yet I don't feel very reassured. Oh come on I couldn't like Noelle right?
"Y/N?
"A- ah yeah?"
"Oh I just wanted to know if you were paying attention or not" yeah she's definitely enjoying this
"Oh yeah totally" I say smiling awkwardly
Shit I probably do like her I think spacing out again dammit I cant believe myself I catch feelings way to easily it's not like Noelles gonna like me back so what's even the point.
And just like that the movie ended. And Noelle was now passed out I tuck her nicely into the bed and I go to get a blanket to sleep on the couch god I like my room mate! I try to sleep but I just can't so instead I try to read a book that didn't work why was I so worked up about this it's not like this is such a big deal.. right? It couldn't be she doesn't even have to know. We in the past I've told me crush that I like them and every single time I got turned down so I'm not really looking forward to this I take a look at the time *3:23*
*groans*

A/N kinda proud of this chapter!! What do ya think 😩 uh uh I hope you have an amazing day and remember Noelle would want you to take care of yourself so do that >:)

Word count :1070
Have a nice day!