I guess I couldn't just....I... I had no other way of showing her how I felt.... I guess. The school ending bell has rung and I had no control so I just started to look for Emerald. You know how it feels to feel someones presence? It felt as if she was near me as if she was right here. I turned around and she was just standing there,right there. Here brown hazel eyes, long flowing hair in her face, the grace of her walk. I mean who couldn't love such a beautiful girl like Emerald? Her black heavy cotton jacket covers her feminine side and her black eye shadow conceal her true beauty. What does boy do to reveal his love to a girl like her? Well it didn't goes as well as you think it would be. I grabbed her by her hand to exit to the nearest glass doors and.... I... took her to a place I like. Emerald stared at me with fear and What the fuck are you doing face. I know really specific. This place is the place where my thoughts and I just sit and enjoy the world for a little. There was a small forest behind my house where Emerald can you know get to know me more. She interrupted my thoughts with "Kyle what are we are we doing" she said with a cute giggle. "Are we going to kiss again cause....." Wow, well she was straight forward. Then again I would want to kiss her again. I replied "I don't know maybe, but I just wanted to show you something real cool. I led her to a pathway of autumn leaves and nature at its finest. I hold her hand as a couple would but she snatched it away. I put my hand behind her neck but she pilled away from my grasp. Emerald walked behind me and jumped on my back as we walk down the pathway. " Kyle why do you care about me?, I not pretty, .....not smart, .....no.....no good for a boy like you" She starts to sob on back and tears rushes down my back. I completely stand up out of my hunch position to let her slide off of me. I turn around and hug her deep inside my jacket, I have a younger sister so I know the having to cuddle someone and make the feel loved. She stops crying with a deep exhale and stares up with teary red eyes. I tell her to lay on the floor with me and so we can just talk. Emerald lays on the floor and I swiftly fall on the floor with her. She says " You must care, I shouldn't be here. I would be weird if we were together because of school. I can't let my grades fall." I like her too much. Emerald is really straight forward and I like that about her. I turn to her like "really?". Emerald climbs on top of me and leans toward my face "Yeah really" I stare at her and just smile and she stares at me and gleams at me as her hair falls around the sides of her head. I sit up and she falls down and I'm on top with my arm against the garden floor leaning for you know a kiss! She laughs and goes first and kisses me before I get a chance.I roll back over and she is now on top and raps her fingers around the back of my neck and as I rap my hands around her waist she pulls me . I stop kissing her and I said it, that grudge and that urge that's been bothering me " I been meaning to tell you that can you be my.."
"I........would to be your..."
"Girlfriend?" I said it in a long voice.
Emerald said "ummmmm......"
She backs away and her fingers curl at the end like I had a disease. Emerald turns and runs likes she's made a mistake.
Should I chase her? But I want her,so so bad!
