Gaege Gibson imagines

💖Stressful day💖

(I know it's been a while but I'm back hoes)

(S/N= sisters name)

I can't deal with today... My classes...
My family... Work... Friends.... I just cant handle it all... 

In Gaege's and i's 3 bedroom apartment i sat at my desk, doing my online classes. I was failing this class and i desperately needed to catch up. My family has been nonstop bothering me about it as well. They want me to succeed, and i cant let them down, Gaege keeps telling me to "let it go" and "that it'll be fine," but deep down i fell like it wont. I work at a small store as a cashier, it feels like my boss hates me, my coworkers aren't the friendliest, but i need this job, its something to keep me a float while i get me degree. I was to stressed out. I had a paper due for one of  my professors, i had to take on and extra shift at work since a coworker called in sick, i felt the pressure of my family weighing down on me, work, and school.  I finished the lesson for the day and i shut my computer. All the overthinking made me start to cry. I wipe my eyes and make my way to the kitchen. I peek in the fridge and see that we lack groceries, i sigh loudly, i walk to Gaege and i's shared room and took a peek in the room, Gaege was still asleep, he stayed up most of the night playing VR games with The Boys, and editing videos i can't blame him tho, he gets to make money and make others laugh and gain friends, so i'm proud of him. I smile softly walking into our bedroom to get cloths to take a shower. 

(SHOWER SKIP TIME) 

I walked into the store, with my hair in a bun/smoll pony tail(for my people with shorter hair, and i grabbed a cart and made my way around, trying to find the stuff we needed, as i was down and aisle, i saw my friends, hanging out without me. I decided to walk up to them "Hey guys whats up?" One of the friends in my group looked surprised to see me. "Oh hey Y/N..." That caught the attention of my other friends. "I didn't know you guys were hanging out. Do you mind if i join?" I ask shyly. "Um. Sorry Y/N, we actually have to go to class soon" said one of the guys in our friend group. I knew their schedules. They didn't have anymore classes today. Ever since i decided to do college from home, they haven't bothered to text me, call me, or hangout with me. It makes me sad... "Oh no that's fine... I'll leave you guys be then." I walked away in a fast pace, tears welling up in my eyes. I just wanted to pay for my groceries and go home. 

(SKIP TO HOMEE) 

I walked in the front door and saw Gaege cooking food, I smiled softly. He turned around and ran up to me, greeting me with a kiss. "Hi doll face i missed you." I only laugh that the nickname. I will never forget the moment when Gaege let me step in on his recording sessions and let me watch him play. He kept referring to me as "doll face" the whole time. "why do you look so happy", he says taking the groceries from my hands and starts to put them away.  "It's you. You make me happy" i say looking into his eyes. I look at the clock and realize i had 20 minutes to get ready for work. "As much as i could love to stay and chat, i have to get to work." Gaege rolls his eyes, "Ok doll face, be safe and kick ass." I laugh softly and walk out to change into my uniform. 

(WORK SKIP)

I had to deal with rude customers, shitty coworkers, bad work conditions, but i think the worst was, seeing my mother and my sister. As i finished checking out a person, my mother was standing in line and looking at me like she was disappointed i did not dare to speak.  I scanned her items and at that point my younger sister walked in and came to see my mother and i. "Hey mom!! how are you?" she said in her princessy voice, something i wish i had but didn't.  "Oh my goodness, how are you dear?" She asked my sister "i'm really good, how are-" she cuts herself off after she notices me. "OH MY GOD, Y/N?" She starts to laugh, "i can't believe it... you have accomplished nothing."  She pulls out her phone to take a picture, "S/N that's enough." says my mother, but it was to late, she already took the picture of me. She laughs again. "Aww don't worry sis, i wont post them. I'll just show them at the next family get together." She then says good bye to my mother and starts shopping. "Honey. I am so sorry, but. She is kinda right" my mother says in a sympathetic tone. I stare into her eyes and tear up a bit. "I'm doing my best... mother." She sighs, she pays for her stuff and leaves. I leave my register and decide to start stalking in the back. 

(I AM SO SO SORRY IF THIS HITS ON ANOTHER LEVEL, I AM SO SORRY IF YOUR FAMILY IS LIKE THIS, IF YOU NEED TO RANT/TALK I AM HERE) 

(TIME SKIP TO HOME AND YES) 

I ran through the door of the apartment and ran to my room. I could hear that Gaege was recording a video. I laid on our shared bed and cried my eyes out, i just couldn't do it anymore. I was done pretending i was ok, i am so tired of working at that shitty place you call a job. I'm sick of my mothers expectations. I'm. Just. Done. I think Gaege heard my crying because, he knocked softly on the door, "Baby... Are you ok?" I knew he was serious about this, he didn't use my "petname" he walked into our room and saw me. It looked as if he was heartbroken. He climbed on the bed and faced me. "Do you wanna talk about it.?" He asks, in a caring voice. I start crying and i tell him everything.  After telling him everything, he looks at me for a brief moment and pulls me in for a hug. I stay still, stunned at the fact that he was hugging me. I love Gaege, and of course we hug and cuddle, but this hug is different. It feels warmer, calmer, more loving. I don't know what it is, but this hug... this every hug... made me feel accepted. We pull apart and i look at him in the eyes. He smiled down at me and kissed me. At that moment. I knew what i had to do. 

HELLO I AM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SOOOO SORRYYY I HAVE NOT BEEN UPDATING!!! PLEASE FORGIVE ME!!!!