Found & Lost

Chapter 1

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The end? Or the beginning?
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Stading infront of everyone is making me nervous.
Everyone staring at both me and my future spouse.
Marriage is supposed to be every girls happiest day but for some
Its unlikely...

I am one of them

The thought of getting married isn't the problem but it's the family tradition that the woman in the family should marry from the blood line.
Yes, that means my I'm marrying my cousin
COUSIN
YES, INCEST I KNOW
but what can i do?

The bride stood infront of the door with her hand on her father's. She looked at her dad nervous, her dad calmed her down with a gentle smile. As the doors opened, the ones attending the wedding turned their heads towards the doors. Some crying, some smiling and kids jumping around.

She looked at the groom and saw him looking at his feet tryinh to fake a smile so it doesn't get awkward. When Y/N reached infront, near the altar. Her dad left her hand and made her stand comfortably. She suddenly got anxious as the touch of her father disappeared.
She couldn't do much about the situation because it's her fate...

She looked at the groom and saw his eyes showing 'he didn't want to do this'. He had a soft look towards Y/N because he knew she was thinking the same.

As the ceremony was going on Y/N' s mind drifted to the the thought of how many of her relatives have been against this marriage ritual. Some just accept this as their fate, some cry and weep but soon get over it,some run away to save their future, some even kill themselves.. In the midst of the wedding, right before they put their rigngs , they were told to sit down. As what a normal person would do she sat down and quietly listened to the priest.

Suddenly she felt a presence behind her. She shrugged it off thinking it's her mother but she saw the woman's shadow she knew it wasnt her. Y/N wasn't scared but curious. It seemed as if the woman behind her was almost the same age as her or older. She felt the woman come closer to her neck.

Y/N's heart was beating real fast. She didn't knew who was behind her so she couldn't just scream because it will be embarrassing. She held her breath, moving restlessly by the discomfort.

The woman behind her whispered something in her ear which made her flinch and remember things she didn't want to.

Woman: "He died because of you and only you"
She felt a shiver run through her spine while her head was in the past memory lane. Her breathing started going faster as memories rushed in...
Y/N: "No...no I didn't"
She slowly said to herself.

Woman: "He killed himself because of you and your messed up family-

Y/N held her forehead tying to clam herself.

Woman: "Go die you fu*king witch!"
Y/n was getting put of breath so she stood up and ran outside not thinking about anything around her. Her mother called out for her but she didnt stop.

-Y/N's pov-
I ran to the back of the church to hold my breath . As I looked at the cemetery near me,I remembered him. The one I loved... but he left before I could do anything. Yet I feel guilty. If we have never met...this wouldn't have happened.

An arm grabbed Y/N's shoulder and turned her around.
Y/N: "Emma-
Emma had tears running down her eyes looking at Y/N woth pure disgust and hatred.
(A/N :Emma was "woman")
Emma: "You little bit*h,he dies because of your selfishness"
Emma: "You didn't even love him then why-
Y/N: "I LOVED HIM OKAY!"
Emma: "oh yeah,sure you did. You didn't even come to see his body...you just liked him for money!"
Y/N: "You don't know anything! "
Emma: "Yeah, I don't know anything. what do I need to know when I can iust see your face. You didn't even cry in memory of him- you know what"

"Go die!"

At the moment I felt like what she said was right. I should just end myself.
Emma walked away with tears running down her eyes not even giving a second glance at Y/N.

Y/N was left there,her head hung low, , getting driven by her thoughts.
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-The local news-

News reporter: "Tonights breaking new!
23 year old lady kills herself after running away from her marriage"
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Chapter 1: finnished