𝗜𝘁 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗲𝘀.. 𝗜 𝗱𝗼𝗻𝘁 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗵𝗼𝘄, 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗱𝗮𝗺𝗺𝗶𝘁 𝘄𝗵𝘆 𝗺𝗲? What did I do.. those are the only thoughts I'm having right now, staring at the stars in front of me. Now you may be confused? Well, I'm on the rooftop of the apartment buildings I live in, and maybe it's me but, the voices are getting more snappier and violent every time..
•MONDAY•
"Iwa-Chan!~" Oikawa said as he raced down the halls of his school. "UghHhH" Iwaizumi sighed, grunting as Oikawa latched onto him. "Happy 1 month anniversary!" Oikawa said. "Happy 1 month anniversary, Tooru." Yes. This is Oikawa and Iwaizumi's anniversary. They turned around and went to their lockers, Iwaizumis having chocolates and flowers from Oikawa, Oikawas locker full of notes and a volleyball plush with a ring, from his dear Iwa-Chan. After classes and his boring lectures he went home. Yea, he read some of the notes. Most were along the lines of a confession. Others compliments. To him it didn't matter though, he only wanted compliments or confessions from his boyfriend.
•TUESDAY•
More letters? REALLY? He opened his locker to twice as many, with an irritated Iwaizumi behind him. "Sorry, Iwa-Chan. I don't know what's going on.." Iwa only lets out another sigh and snakes his arms around his lovers waist, leaving small soft kisses on his neck. Once done he rests his head on his shoulder and his grip gets tighter. "It's fine, just know your mine kusokawa." A flustered pink Tooru whines and says, "Hey weren't we done with nicknameessss?~" "Then drop "Iwa-Chan"." "NEVER-" "then yes, nicknames Trashykawa."
•WEDNESDAY•
Oikawa groans and shuts his locker with a slam. EVEN HIS GYM LOCKER IS STARTING TO GET NOTES! GYM LOCKER!! He's getting mad. He doesn't even know why there are so many, he just wants them to fucking stop. He's changing, totally ignoring the states at his locker. "Uh, Oikawa?" "Yes Mattsu-Chan?" "Why are there notes in your gym locker..?" "I don't even know. It's been progressing since the day of my anniversary with Iwa." "HOLY SHIT THATS THE DAY YOUR SECRET ADMIRERS SOCIETY THING STARTED." "WHAT THE FUCK?!" A mad as hell Oikawa stormed out.
•THURSDAY•
"Oikawa." "Yes, Iwa-Chan?" "I don't think this is working out anymore.." "WHAT? WHAT'D I DO WRONG. PLEASE ILL CHANGE ILL DO ANYTHING! Please don't leave.. You promised! YOU LIAR..!" "..." "Your jealous of the notes aren't you." Iwaizumi laughs and looks at Oikawa like he's lost his mind. "Jealous? JEALOUS?! YOU DON'T EVEN EXIST TO ME!" "I-.." "Pleas leave." "I will, Oikawa." And that's all it took. He left. Oikawa decided that was it. He was shaking, crying, and his knees buckled under him as he silently screamed. For Iwa? No. It was a help plead. He was tired. So so so, tired. At some point he passed out.
•FRIDAY..•
There, Oikawa was. He was looking in the mirror. He had puffy red eyes, a red tinted nose matching his eyes and cheeks, dried tears on his face. He looked like a mess. After a good 5 minutes of self criticism he washed his face and did his hair, pulling his school uniform on and tying his tie. He skipped breakfast, making his way to school. He really wishes he didn't. He saw Hajime, with a blonde girl who had green eyes and freckles. They were kissing, being lovey and flirty. Time stopped. His whole world came crashing down. There he stood in place, silent salty tears running down his cheeks. He decided to run, run home and go to the roof. Once he got there though, his heart and brain were racing, his vision was blurry, and he couldn't breathe. The only thought he managed to get before the black dots filled his vision was, "𝚆𝚑𝚢?"
•SATURDAY, PRESENT.•
So now here he was, looking at the little city lights in the already dark place. He counted to 3, and jumped. That was it. Except, it wasn't? "WAIT-" ...
•HAJIME POV SATURDAY(in the hospital..)•
WHY. THIS IS MY FAULT. THIS IS. I WAS STUPID. FUCK FUCK FUCK!! "Dear, for you.." It was Oikawas mom handing me a note. "T-Thank y-ou.." I tried my best to say that, though it came out quiet and cracked. I read the note.
•NOTE•
𝙃𝙞 𝙄𝙬𝙖, 𝙞𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙄 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙗𝙨𝙗𝙡𝙮 𝙖𝙢 𝙣𝙤 𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙧 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙮𝙤𝙪. 𝙄𝙩𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙛𝙖𝙪𝙡𝙩, 𝙞𝙩 𝙣𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙙𝙤𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙞𝙩 𝙞𝙨. 𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪, 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙄 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙢𝙮 𝙬𝙝𝙤𝙡𝙚 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩. 𝙎𝙪𝙧𝙚, 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙗𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙪𝙥 𝙖𝙩 𝙢𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙩𝙪𝙜 𝙗𝙚𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙧𝙤𝙠𝙚 𝙗𝙪𝙩, 𝙄 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩 𝙜𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙪𝙥. 𝙄 𝙙𝙞𝙙𝙣'𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙙𝙞𝙚 𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙪𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮, 𝙗𝙪𝙩 𝙣𝙤𝙬 𝙄 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙯𝙚, 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙤𝙛 𝙪𝙨 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙨𝙪𝙥𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙤 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙮 𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨, I̶w̶a̶c̶h̶a̶n̶ 𝙄𝙬𝙖. 𝙈𝙮 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙮 𝙬𝙖𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙜𝙞𝙣𝙣𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙤𝙛 𝙖 𝙣𝙚𝙬 𝙤𝙣𝙚, 𝙖 𝙗𝙚𝙩𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙤𝙣𝙚. 𝙈𝙖𝙮 𝙬𝙚 𝙢𝙚𝙚𝙩 𝙖𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣 𝙪𝙣𝙛𝙚𝙧 𝙙𝙞𝙛𝙛𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙘𝙞𝙧𝙘𝙪𝙢𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚𝙨, 𝙄 𝙬𝙤𝙣𝙩 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙚, 𝙗𝙪𝙩, 𝙋𝙧𝙤𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙡 𝙙𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙖𝙢𝙚. 𝘿𝙤 𝙩 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙢𝙚 𝙖𝙜𝙖𝙞𝙣. 𝙍𝙚𝙜𝙖𝙧𝙙𝙨 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙗𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙 𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙧 𝙬𝙝𝙤𝙡𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙡𝙙,
-𝙊𝙄𝙆𝘼𝙒𝘼シ
"Tooru Oikawa was pronounced dead at 4:09 AM."
YOOOO SO I WASNT EXPECTING ANYONE TO ACTUALLY ENJOY THESE SO PLEASE ENJOY THIS!! LOVE YALL SO MUCH💞💖💕💗 Also, thanks to @rozejuice . BYEEEEE!!!! Word count : 879
