White Butterflies

Chapter 6

Theo's POV

"I know we did a promise but Theo, we were too young and naive at those times! We were only six!" Carleslie shouted. Its seems like her voice traveled all over the whole parking lot. I hope no one would hear. "Who cares if we were only six! I've waited for ten long years! If only we didn't went to Canada, surely you would also love me! Jane, i know you would love me eventually. Just give it a try. 'Cause I love you. I love you too Jane!"

I broke down on tears.

Silence came on us. I hope she will learn to love me. Besides, we know each other since when we were 2.

I just love her that much.

"I would never love you"

She broke the silence and my heart. I could die because theres too much pain. I never thought that this would happend.

Nothing else went to my mind. My sight became so dark. My heart was like squeezed. My knees became as soft as a marshmallow that it made me fell on the ground. I can't move a single part of my body.

I can't breathe.

Ryan's POV

I went straight ahead to my room and buried myself on bed as i cry as far as i could.

I love you too Jane.

Why would he love her. Do they even know each other?

I just cant keep these pain in my heart. I need someone to talk too. In situations like this, i always talk to my best friend. But, how can i talk to him when he's the reason of all of this?

Theo calling...

Should i get it?

I ignored it.

But, for the third time it rang. It might be an emergency.

"Hello?" A girl's voice asked
"Hello? Who is this? Where's Theo"

I asked worriedly.
"This is Jane. Theo knocked out. Were in the hospital" she said nervously.

I then went to the hospital immediately.

What happend to Theo? Is there anything that triggered his heart disease?

I sat on the chair beside his bed. Jane already left. I also told his parents and promised that they would be here when they arrived at the country.

"I hate you, you piece of shit. You always make me nervous. I just hate you. I hate you so much because i love you! You're kind of a dumb. You never appreciate my efforts. And no matter what i do, i cant move on. I just love you that much" i look like an idiot, talking to an unconscious guy. My tears cant stop from flowing. I just buried my face on his bed and sleep.

A hand is playing with my hair.
"Thank you, Rhyan" i received a gentle kiss on my head. I can hear him but i still can't open my eyes. I was too exhausted crying.

I felt him going out on his bed.

I love you Theo

I unconsciously said.

He left.