Memories of Thoughts .

DASTAAN

What is a life of one girl or what kind of life does she want? A life

with freedom, happiness, faithful, and safe, but sad thing is we cant

even give it away.

Every time we say in ten years hundred of rape cases happened.

Sometime feels like from this rapist doesnt get scare rather than

they get more guts to do the same thing again and again. In other

countries everyone think that rape is just kind of surprised sex but

wait a minute, a girl loosing her virginity with some strangers

without her permission and even on that either she dies or loose

her character for a life time . Then what kind of surprised is it?

Lets see the one story. It might be imaginary but it will be

relatable also. It is a story between raped life and a rapist mind.

This story starts in a train, as usual the uncertain place where the

girl was looking at the billions stars with her naked eyes . She was

quite but deep down there was a ocean of the thoughts in her

mind . While she was looking out the window the one guy came and

sit in front of her.

He started staring at her body and then start

flirting. That girl knew everything what was going around , but she

was still quite , maybe she was observing . But after some that girl

calmly asked .

What are you staring at? At my body? Oh! Maybe you got

excited, then you can do anything with me . For your dirty sake you

can be a rapist . Then you will destroy my life and then one another

rape case will be add , am I right?

Suddenly that guy get pampered and said, what an a cheap girl

you are! I can see wherever I want and I also have freedom to say

anything. I think your mind is full of dirt thats why thinking that kind

of dirt.

Okay. she replied .

But why not? I mean whats wrong to just put that thing In our

heart? If every girl scares every time to that one thing then whats

wrong to put that in our heart? girl asked .

What happens? Like what kind of happiness do you get after

doing rape , flirting , staring ? girl asked again .

You are just behaving like you already gone through all the

sadness, pain that guy replied with smirky smile .

That girl stared at him for a second and said , yeah ! I went .

The guy shocked, but also got curious. Because she started to tell

her story.

yes , 5 years ago there also was a sweet night . We were

spending our time happily, just I needed to return one book thats

why I went out . My mom also stopped me from going out, but I

still went . You know why because I believed not on myself , on the

world , on my country, on my people. Par uss raat Meri khushiyon

dastaan ek zatke mein bharkhas ho gayi.

All the threads of my life broken and I became alone . That night

everyone was crying except of me . I got admit in a hospital , just I

got hit by someone so some of my body parts were damaged. But

after that I had to spend all 3 years In a mental hospital just to raise

up that so called confidence . With the lot of injections, electric

shocks and tears of my family Im here .

I never expected this . But can I ask you something , why you

didnt do police compliant? Thats guys suddenly asked.

She replied, why should I? Or what could be happen ? Because

after complaint that four eyes on me would be become eight eyes.

After a rape the most important time is the ' New Start' , but

exactly on that time Indian traditions will come . In society all men

will start see us as a readymade product' and the women will see

us as a ' bajaru aurat ' , and on a one moment our family also leave

us . Why should not they leave us ? In the end all was my fault . The

one who should blame is me, Because I broke the rule . A girl

cannot go outside in a night ' but I did.

If someone ask me now , which is great Ayodha or Lanka' ? I

will say Lanka . Because in Lanka Sita got a respect as a women

which she deserved. But even after giving agnipariksha people put

finger on her character without knowing nothing . In the end lord

Ram also left her hand .

Just tell me how many people knows this part of Ramayana?

After girl finished her speaking there was a deep silence between

them . That guy stared at her again but now he was looking at her

eyes . Because now he can see the braveness in her eyes .

That guy asked, then ? What now?

She replied with the smile , Now? Now Im going to to

start my life again. For 2 years I was dying inside. Laga bhi tha dusri

jagah jau par aukaat bhi to Nahi thi. Ajj meine khud banai hai Meri

aukaat aur jaa rahi hu mein meri haathon ki dhuli dhuli lakiro ke

saath ek nai dastaan banane.

That time that girl and boy were smiling while looking at each

other, maybe the story of her life changed that boy mind for sure .

And I hope

ye dastaan khushiyon se bharke hogi.!