My Heart - bakugo katsuki x reader

09 | our song

Katsuki's POV:

Kirishima took me to the nurse's office. He insisted on coming in with me, usually I would have told him to leave, but right now I didn't have the energy to resist.

My hand had started to hurt like hell, turned out I fractured it.

"You'll have to keep this on for four weeks," the nurse had told me as she wrapped a bandage around my hand, holding a splint into position, "Until then, drums are off limits!"

Damn it, guess I was stuck on vocals.

I thought of (Y/N). How could I have done that to her? What the hell was wrong with me? My heart was pounding in my chest, I felt myself start to sweat slightly.

"Otherwise, are you feeling alright?" he went to put her wrinkled hand onto my forehead, "You look very pale..."

I pushed her hand away, "Yeah, I'm fine."

"Very well," she handed me a pill bottle, "Take one of these after every meal, for the pain and to prevent infection," she scribbled something onto a notepad, telling me to be back the following week for a checkup.

With that, Kirishima and I left the office.

"Damn, don't you ever do that again!" Kirishima scratched the back of his head, "I was dead worried."

I took a deep breath, "Yeah, whatever. Sucks I can't play the drums, was looking forward to playing this weekend. You better not mess up," my stomach turned as I said those last words. Why am I always so damn angry all the time? No wonder people never stick around.

Damn, these painkillers were making me loopy.

"Hey, don't you worry!" he smiled at me, "I'll give it my all."

We headed back to the dorms. Just before we entered, I stopped.

Already half in the door, Kirishima turned to me, "You good bro?"

My heart was racing. I was too embarrassed to face those idiots right now.

"Y-yeah, I'm gonna go for a walk though," I cleared my throat, "Am feeling a bit weird with the painkillers."

He approached me, "Sure, let me go with you."

"Nah, I wanna be alone right now," I turned away, "I'll be back in 10. But thanks or whatever," I left without waiting for him to reply.

I walked to the school gates, leaning against one of the cement pillars. The sun was starting to set and I couldn't see anyone on campus.

Tears started to fill my eyes, "Damn it," I mumbled, "Stupid painkillers," I pulled out my phone and opened my contacts, pressed call and held it up to my ear. After a few rings she picked up.

"Katsuki, what the hell is this email I got from your teachers?" I heard my mum's voice through the phone, she sounded angry, "What I tell you about punching walls??? You better have not caused any-"

"Mum..." I couldn't stop the tears anymore, why was I so damn weak? "Mum, I've fucked up real bad..."

(Y/N)'s POV:

I was running back to the dorms, I could not take being in that room anymore.

"Hey!" I heard Kaminari behind me as I opened the doors to the dorm, "Hey wait up," he was gasping for air, "You're really damn fast."

I turned around, tears still running down my face.

"C'mon, let's get ya inside, eh?" he held the door open for me.