sarah paulson one shots

Billie Dean Howard x Reader

TW: body image issues, a little bit of dirty thoughts, and a teeny bit of dom/sub if you squint really hard but that's basically it. HUGE FLUFF WARNING
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You heard Billie come home as you were sketching something for your art class. You and Billie had been dating for about a year and it was the best feeling when you were with her. She made you happy and feel worthy of being loved. You guys had the best conversations, made the best memories, and had the best sex. Oh god the sex was amazing with her. She never rushed it. She loved to savor every moment that your bodies would touch. Take in every inch of your perfect figure.

Billie came up behind you and started rubbing your shoulders gently. She knew that drove you crazy. It was the little touches that she gave you. She knew it turned you on so much."Hey Billie. How was your day", you managed to choke out as you felt your arousal grow. "It was okay. Way better now that I'm with you." she smiled leaning down closer to your neck. "What are you drawing?" she asked. You felt her hot breath against your skin and it sent shivers down your spine.

"Well, I have to draw a nude portrait for class, but I just can't seem to get...inspired.", you said. Billie then took her hands off your shoulders and turned your chair around so that your facing her. She starts unbuttoning her pink blouse slowly. One. Button. At. A. Time. "Bil, what are you doing", you laughed. "I'm trying to help you get inspired", she said with a smirk.

You knew where she was going with this weren't complaining, but you still knew she had a long day because she came home so late. "You don't have to do that, I know your tired", you said. Billie continues to strip, keeping eye contact with you the whole time. "But I want to help you little one", she said smiling. After she was fully nude, only in her black stilettos, she lays on her side and adjusts herself on top of the velvet dark purple couch. "Is this a good position for you?" she asked with a smirk. All you could do was stare, taking in every inch of her beautifully toned body. You must have been staring for some time because you didn't even notice her get up and sit on your lap. Her naked body pressed against yours made you moan softy.

"Princess, I asked you a question and I expect an answer next time, ok" Billie stated in a more dominant, sexy voice. You nodded and went to look away but she grabbed your face and said, "Words love". "Yes Billie, I'm sorry, it's just...your...so...perfect". She chuckles a little and says "Oh little one, your more beautiful then me. Your absolutely gorgeous princess". She gives you a passionate, heated kiss and gets off you.

You groan at the loss of contact, but Billie just lays back down and asks once again "Is this a good position princess?" You respond almost immediately, "Yes!Perfect! Just don't move ok". She nodded in response, as you started sketching her perfect features.

You felt honored knowing that you got to stare at someone so unbelievably perfect. She had no flaws. None in your eyes. You celebrated every stretch mark she had. Every small wrinkle or smile line, you honored. The way she was so confident about her body image made you get butterflies. She was the one that made you happy. She knew you had body issues in the past and still sometimes do if your having a bad week. But Billie never judged you for who you were or who you are. She loved to give you praise on your image. She felt the same way you did. That you were in fact perfect.

It was only 30 minutes in when you had noticed Billie had fallen asleep. Oh how she looked so cute when she slept. You put your sketchbook down and kneeled at her side. You caressed her face and climbed on top of her to cuddle. She had awoken a little to hug and pull you closer. "I love you sweet girl" she softly said. "I love you too Billie" and you both drifted off to sleep.

A/N: ok so uhhh this was not supposed to be fluff like AT ALL but it turned into that. I say that because i started writing this like 2 weeks ago and forgot about it and finished it today with a not so smutty mindset. i'm also working on the suggestions you people gave me, but just wanted to get this one out the way. thank you for all the votes and i hope you have a good rest of your day/night
-L❤️