The Other Side of Spykie (Sebastian Series #3)

Chapter 41

Chapter 41

Drunk

"Okay! One more shot. Sir Vince mas lumapit pa po kayo kay ma'am Spykie—Yan! Good!" Pilit akong ngumiti ng marinig ang sunod sunod na click ng camera.

I'm wearing maxi dress. The black material clung to my curves, making me look and feel increadable sexy. The neckline dipped a little, showing my boobs a little.

Today is our prenup shoot for our incoming wedding. Halos tatlong oras na kaming nag pho-photoshoot dito. Ilang beses narin akong nagpalit ng damit.

"Ma'am Spykie, mas dumikit pa po kayo sa katawan ni sir Vince." Kahit hindi ko gusto ang utos ng assistant ng photographer ay wala akong nagawa kundi sundin ito. I pressed my back against his chest, mas lalo namang humigpit ang kamay ni Vince sa maliit na bewang ko.

"Done! What a nice shot, you look perfect together." Mr. Gomer said, one of the famous photographer in asia. My family hired him, they really want our wedding to be perfect. Hindi nila iniisip kung ilang milyon ang gagastusin nila basta maging maayos at maganda lang ang lahat.

It's been 6 days had passed since Rash and I last talked.

6 days since he left.

6 days without seeing each other.

6 days without kissing him.

6 days of missing him.

6 days of being miserable.

We hadn't been talking. He was avoiding me. He didn't even answering my calls and he barely replying to my texts.

Magpapaalam sana ako kay Vince na aalis na subalit ng makita na busy ito kakatingin sa mga larawan na kuha namin ay napag desisyonan kong wag nalang siyang istorbohin.

I smiled a little before turning to walk away.

I went inside to my private room and I had seen my make up artist, hairdressers and other staff. When they saw me they they immediately help me removed my make up, fix my hair and help me get undressed.

While looking myself at the mirror I couldn't help but to felt sad while looking at my own reflection. My eyes had lost their color, almost faded as I grew more and more depressed.

Hanggang ngayon ay iniisip ko parin ang huling pag uusap namin ni Rash, alam kong sobrang sakit ng nararamdaman niya. I accepted the engagement and marriage hastily without telling him.

My heart broke. His named flowed through my mind.

I love him but I needed to lose him to save him.

I get my phone inside my bag and decided to text him. Today is friday and tomorrow is our 3rd anniversary. Nakakalungkot lang isipin na biglang nagbago ang lahat sa isang iglap.

We went in different countries back then just to celebrate our anniversary. We traveled, shopped, slept together, eats, talked random things and just enjoyed each other's company. We were happy and contented, we couldn't ask for more but now, everything had change in an instant.

It feels like we're drifting apart.

Ako:

Can we talk? Please reply.

Love:

Sorry, I'm busy.

Naikuyom ko ang kamao ko dahil sa luhang gusto ng tumulo ano mang oras. I was just stopping myself not to cry because I don't want someone to see me being like this... being weak and being vulnerable.