should i? Lee Hooni x Fem! reader

Im finally here....damn

Y/n P.O.V

All I see is black. No bed...no desk...just...black. Though I cant see anything I can hear. The sweet sound of birds singing and the wind softly blowing. I reach out into the darkness to find the sound....

*THUD*

I jolted up wide eyed to see that I was on the ground, not on the bed that I was originally on while sleeping. "God damn that hurt!" I stated while extending my arm to me back to relieve the pain that was shooting across it. I slowly got up and went to the bathroom. Looking at the mirror in disgust at the THING that was standing before it was something I got used to doing in the morning as soon as I woke up. I did this to remind myself how revolting I am because if i don't I might get too much confidence in myself, and me having confidence never ends well because the next time I look at myself I cringe when thinking how I could ever believe I was even close to pretty. I slowly took my long sleeved pajama shirt of to be careful of the bandages that are surrounding my arm. The parts that the bandages weren't covering you could see scars that were a few shades lighter than my (s/c). I then took off my pants, looking at the cuts on my thighs that were scabbed and just starting to heal. You quickly got into the shower trying to cheer yourself up after looking at myself, I mean I am finally moving into a real home, well apartment but a home is where you make it...right?

~~Time skip brought to you by hoes all around the world~~

'Fuck i'm tired, and my legs hurt like hell.' considering how out of shape you were you had walked the five miles from the abandoned house your currently staying at, thankfully the people had just moved out and the bill was paid so the water and lights were still on. You walked up to the door of the apartment 3B. You creaked open the door to look inside. I closed my eyes so i could surprise myself *sigh* "I'm finally here-....damn"

~~~A/N~~~

Hey guysss! so i dont know if anyone will even read this so like tell me if you like it to let me know if i should keep writing it. This is my very first fanfic ive made so i hope it good enouph for you to like it!

 Till next time.                                                                                                                                 -Author~Chan