Lyla goes through hell after her mother dies in a car crash.
Her brother turned to drugs,
Her dad turned to alcohol and abuse
She sees no reason to live, until she meets the new kid, Jack.
Will he make her realise that she is worth it?
I woke up to the usual dad yelling at me to get out of bed
"Lyla, get your fat fucking ass out of bed now!" my dad yelled
"I'm coming dad"
"You better fucking move or I'll come in their and drag you out by your hair!"
I went out and started making my dad breakfast and brought him a beer. He did the usual hate speech every morning. And I had to stand there and take it, or else he'd hurt me real bad. He looked at me with hate and anger in his eyes
"You know, you disgust me every time? Your the reason your mother died crying. I don't understand how I haven't kicked you out yet. You were always such a fucking brat. You don't deserve anything, you ungrateful bitch! Do you understand me! NOTHING!!"
I stood there with little tears coming out of my eyes. I was used to it, but it still made me sad that he still brings it up 2 years later. By this point, I'm balling my eyes out. He threw his bottle at me, and it just missed me, but it still hit my arm and left a cut.
"What the fuck are you crying for!? You better stop, or I'll give you something to cry about! Stop being a little bitch!"
I was using my jumper sleeve to wipe off the tears. I think he realised the blood dripping from my arm when he threw the bottle.
"Go clean yourself up, you look like shit"
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I walked up to the bathroom, and grabbed a cloth. I pulled up my sleeve and saw them. The lines. I wiped the blood off my elbow, whimpering at how bad it hurt. I looked at myself in the mirror.
God, I hate myself. My hair, my body, my everything. The only thing that passes is my eyes. I have blue eyes, and natural highlighted hair, but that's it. Everything else is Ugly
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K guys, second chapter done. Give me your thoughts on this one. I'm sorry if you feel offended or upset by the language. But yea, hope y'all liked it <3
