Paradise of Imperfect Love 💘

TWO SIDES OF RIVER

"Sides of a river are never meant to be together , so did we.
Destiny chose us to be together but we
denied.
We longed for each other but we submerged our thought deep, deep under the ocean.
Still we came together, but do we love each other?"

It's a cold windy morning and I(kristen) really don't wanna leave my love alone in the bed, laying in my love's arm in these chilly winters is the best thing in this entire  world.

Mom- kristy, you'll be late for school , get up.

No, it was not a dream. I was truly in my love's arm because my true love is quilt, my  warm quilt under which I can forget all my problems and have peace in my sleep.

And yes, I'm getting late for my first day of high-school and my mom is already yelling at me.

Getting late on the first day of school, noway ......

To get ready as early as possible I think I shouldn't bath, perfume will do .

My hairs frizzy and it takes awhile to brush them, so I often don't do that.

Now for clothes, anything will do for me 'cause I don't have a figure what people call "the perfect " one, but this doesn't mean i hate it, huh..... I bloody love my figure , i love every curve of body, I'm sonetimes too sexy in my eyes.
Oh shoot, admiring myself cost me 10 big minutes.

Jake- kristy .... kristy..... I'm  waiting, where the hell are you.

Uggghhhh ..... COMINGGGG....
( SPOILER- Jake is my childhood best friend  who is my second mother too)

Well he is the sweetest person ever but had been with me 'like forever', in any situation he's  the only person on which i can rely on, i can trust, the only person who'd never judge me.
Since the childhood he's with me like "literally with me", we leave for school together, eat together , play together, get scolded together.......
But this year it's different..... Jake, now has a girlfriend who is beautiful as in peagent kind beautiful and she's kinda insecure wiith me so we both (me and Jake)decided that this year we won't be around each other  at school atleast.
Well it was my decision  not for her girlfriend's sake (for his sake) ' cause i know he really likes her and there's  a second reason too.....
I wanna make new friends 'cause since Jake i never ever needed or wanted anyone near me ( Spoiler- I'm an INTROVERT).
So, this year i wanna break that bondage of fear, anxiety in me and be independent

Me:You're looking like vomit as always.
       Let's go.

Jake: Yeah sure..... kristy, the shrew.

Jake: we reached, buddy.  Are ready to say goodbye to your handsome, cool bestie ( with a devilfish smile).

Me: Sure. Never meet me again(sarcastically)

Saying goodbye to him was the toughest thing i did since my last year's math test.
It was like a kid saying goodbye to his mother on the first day of school, ' caise technically it was my first day of school without HIM.
And he probably knows what I'm feeling right now, which makes this even harder

Don't  be scared, you can do this. ( inner voice)
Thud.............
Ohhhhh nooooo.....nooooo..... NOWAY. Did i just fell face down on my first f*****g day of school. I don't wanna get up now.
Oh no, someone is helping me to stand up .... please don't be a guy, please please please.
Shoot..... it's  a " guy", and hell he's is handsome too.
Well to describe him , he's is just
"AWESOME ". I mean , he's tall, thin but not soooo thin, well dressed.... and he's smiling which makes me realise ..... I'm  staring him for quiet sometime now..... and he's been saying something which i couldn't hear 'cause his lips are damn pretty.

DEAN- Are you alright, can you hear me...... hey...... are you alright.

I think i should speak now.... enough of staring.

Me - Yeahhhh.... what's your name.

Wowwwww, did I just ask his name without saying "thank you" or something like that. And the worst thing is I'm freakishly smiling.
And by the look of his face right now, he kinda knows I'm hitting on him already.
And I don't want that...

Me: oh I'm sorry, i was so embarrassed that i didn't  know what i was saying .... i didn't wanna startle you.(  sheepishly)

Dean: it's  okay, I'm DEAN . Nice to meet you, see you.

I don't know what it was but him speaking his name.... kinda felt like he spoke that with a speaker in my ears.
He's gone but i can still here his name in my head.
And now that I'm in my literal consciousness, i can see everyone staring at me which makes me wanna run to my class.
But here's a catch, i don't think all of them were staring at me because i fell......
I think they are jealous of me 'cause he picked me up.