Me , Myself and I

Lonely

A year passed , and I was finally in 6th grade. I was still in the same school. Although this year was filled with many disgraceful events. As it was November , a girl came into my relationship between my best friend and I . I had a mix of feelings about that girl. I didn't know if I was happy , sad , or even mad. Maybe I was just jealous , jealous because my best friend would always invite her to places and not me . I would always feel left out. Time passed as I kept on feeling lonely each and everyday. Until I met a new friend, she was always by my side , she was very shy. She hated hugs , but I made her like hugs because everyday I would give her a hug . February came , it was my best friends birthday. I had given her a poster with little minions on it and it said her name . 2 weeks after her birthday , I told her I didn't want to be her friend anymore because she always hung out with the other girl , and never me . I was just frustrated , and jealous I couldn't take it anymore . Like every break up , we had a fight , we called each other mean and hastily words. At the end of the conversation , I regretted everything , I felt guilty and selfish for what I had just done. But on the other hand I remembered that I had my friend , the one that was always by my side no matter what happened.