Chapter 3. Weakness
After watching the girl Alexandra run from my room I couldn't erase her from my mind or the look of terror on her face as the drunk pressed down on her. I had felt my own fear spiral out of control and carelessly snapped his neck throwing away the body. What was wrong with me? I was usually so much more careful. But what she said was true I was cold hearted and I wasn't about to change for a damn human. Then why the hell couldn't I get her out of my head? She was like a drug and I couldn't get enough of her. Ever since the day I saw her in the entry way she was on my mind. I was the thing following her even though I had denied it...I was afraid to tell her the truth...It may have scared her off. God she was beautiful even if she had no idea. No idea of the danger she was getting herself in by attracting me to her. If she only knew what I could do to her if she ever made me mad enough...If she ever made me lose control. She wouldn't think the things she does now. With a heavy sigh I roll out of my bed and outside I start to run and in minutes im outside her house all the lights are off making me smile. It's going to be easier then I thought. Jumping onto her balcony and peering through her glass doors. She's tossing and turning making that shirt she always wore raise higher and higher up her thigh. Biting my lip I turn my head away from her. She whimpers in her sleep causing me to turn my attention back to her. She calls for someone to help her. Is she dreaming of that drunken man? Should I wake her? No then she'd think I was a freak for watching her sleep...I'm brought out of my thoughts by Alex raising from her bed looking scared and frightened...
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Raising from my bed took all my strength after the nightmare. It hadn't been the drunk trying to rape me this time. It was him the vampire. There was so much anger and hate in his eyes as he beat me and held me down. Was this dream. . . a warning or just a dream? Taking a shaky breath I turn to look out the glass doors. Almost jumping in surprise, I could've sworn I saw the Vampire, but as soon as I thought I saw him he was gone leaving me unsure. Slowly I climb out of bed and walk to the double glass doors. Without hesitation I open the doors and stepped out. Disappointment washing over me. I was going nuts that had to be it, what other answer was there? For me to actually believe he was coming for me. With a sigh I lean on the rail and look up at the full moon.
"I'm sorry for being such a jerk before Alexandra." his voice came from behind me and I almost fell over the side in shock, but I'm suddenly pulled into his icy embrace crushed against his hard perfectly built chest. A gasp escapes my lips as I look up at him, smirking down at me he moves a peice of my hair out of my eyes. I shiver at his cold touch and pull away suddenly as my anger returns.
"What the hell do you think you're doing here?!" my eyes narrowing. He leans against the rail and shrugs looking at me,
"I came to say I was sorry." he responds folding his arms over his chest. Rubbing my arms for heat I managed a slight grunt in reply. He sighs in frustration and takes a step to me I take one back still unsure about if I should trust him or not.
"Somehow I don't believe you." I mutter looking away. I felt my anger slowly sliping away as the memories of how good it felt to be pressed against him ran through my head.
"Look Alex I'm trying...I don't normaly do apologies." He said softly taking another step towards me this time I didn't move just looked away. I have a problem with looking people in the eye.
"Fine I accept now you can leave." Turning I start to walk back into my room when he grabs my wrist a groan escaping his throat.
"God Alex if only it was as simple as that. Please let me make it up to you ok?" He whispers his sweet breath touching my neck as I shiver in pleasure.
"And how do you intend to do that?"
"Come to the manor, I'll make you dinner." Then he's gone I'm alone on the balcony. Walking inside I climb into bed and sleep finds me with the thoughts of my unnamed vampire on my mind.
