Just Some Thoughts

Life

It hurts my head. My chest feels like it's going to explode. Every little thing chips away my defenses.
Every small insult
  Every joke
Every glance in my direction
I do deserve to live.
I deserve to cry about things. I want to wake up in the morning and not wish I hadn't.
I want to greive for the loss of my innocence and sanity without judgment and shame.
I don't need pills
I need help
I am allowed to talk, to speak my mind. No one should be able to take away my mind and soul, and not be punished.
I am an intelligent being, I feel complex emotions that are hard to understand.
I am worth fighting for, and worth listening to if you give me a chance.
I was not brought into the world just to leave it, no one can tell me otherwise.