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No Air

I tried my best hope its enjoyable qwq as im bad with angst
Ship: NoRenMin
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"I'm back!" the cheerful voice of Jeno was hearn. Renjun took his arms away from my waist, so that I was able to stand up. Running over to the older boy who finally went home from working all day. Hugging him and nuzzling my face. "I did miss you." I said softly, making him laugh "We saw each other this morning love." Jeno said. ruffling my hair and giving me a small peak on my forehead, I let go of him so he could walk over to renjun. "I will make us some dinner you two can rest from your long working days." both of them agreed and thanked me, I walked in the kitchen to male some dinner.

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After I was finished with making dinner for us, Jeno walked inside the kitchen. "Ah you're already finished. U can go call Renjun. I will bring everything to the dining table. I nod confused. I mean he could have just woke Renjun up and let me do this but why should I refuse. I ran up to the library where Renjun was peacefully sleeping on his favorite spot. Slowly walking over to him I woke him up to tell that dinner was ready. First he refused to wake up but as soon I mentioned dinner he stood up, dragging me down to the dining room.

as we were enjoying our food Jeno's phone suddenly began to ring. He grabbed the phone, before he could look who was calling, Renjun said "Just leave it for after dinner I can just call them later." He nodded first but as he looked at the caller he nevertheless stood up to answer the call. "Who could be this important to make him stand up? U even made his favorite food Nana." I nod disappointed but struggled with this weird feeling of. "It's okay, it's not the first time this happens."

We had finished our food already and Jeno still hadn't come back. Standing up with mine and Renjuns dishes I entered the kitchen seeing Jeno hanging up his phone. He was cutely smiling at his phone. "Did anything happen?" I asked as he got scared of me being behind him. "Ah Nana! Oh it's nothing really special. I... I will finish dinner. Leave the dishes for me, I will do it to apologize for being not here." he went out of the kitchen after saying that, forgetting his phone on the kitchen counter.

I took the phone and sat at the kitchen counter. I opened his phone as I knew he didn't have a password and went to his call list. "Who's this? I never saw this name before." I mumbled out having already a bad feeling. Renjun walked in the room seeing me looking on Jeno's phone. "Something wrong bub?" I stopped scrolling through his contacts and pointed at Jeno's phone. He came closer to me and I gave him the phone I was holding. His smile automatically disappeared as he saw everything. He dropped the phone on the ground making it the screen break. He looked up tears in his eyes. Jumping down the counter I hugged the older. "I-it's okay he will have an explanation for this." He nood and I tried not to start crying. Jeno came running inside the kitchen as he saw me hugging Renjun. "What happened?" he asked worried. "Leave the playing! For how long did you do it." Renjun said angry, as he took the broken phone from the ground. "Don't play with us Jeno! You know what? Forget it. GET OUT OF THIS HOUSE!" He screamed angrily "We don't need a cheater in this relationship!"

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Renjun came back after the long discussion with Jeno. He didn't want me to be there and break my heart with what would be said. I was sitting on my bed cuddling the teddy bear Taeyong gave me once. the door to my room opened and revealed a tiny boy. "Renjun!" I said happy to see that he was back. "You won't leave me right?" He softly caressed my hair. "I never would," I said softly. This day couldn't get worse. I plopped myself on my bed as he left for his own room to get some sleep.

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The next morning was quiet no Jeno who woke me up everyday as Renjun was already out by the time I stood up. I could feel the tears building in the corners of my eyes as I remembered yesterday's event. "maybe a walk will get my head clear." I said to myself and tried to calm down. I took my phone and connected it to the house speakers, and started the music and PROMISE by ATEEZ started playing. I went over to my closet while vibing with the song. at the end of the song I sang alone with the lyrics,

너와 나의 Promise (It is our promise)
No one take you down
Don't worry I'll be there
별처럼 빛나 (Shining like a star)

La la la la
La la la la
La la la la
No one take you down

La la la la
La la la la
La la la la
No one take you down

I walked dancing the stars down over to the door. As I tried to open the door I couldn't as it was locked. I went over to the small canister, but no keys were in there. I started searching around the whole house but there were no keys, nothing. Suddenly I heard the sound of the front door opening. I ran downstairs to see Renjun with two bags full of food to cook. "Injunnie." I whimpered, making him look up. "I can't find any keys! They all are gone." I said pouting. "They don't, I just took them away." He said walking into the kitchen

"What do you mean with that Injunnie." I said in disbelief. "I'm not letting that happen again, if you stay here you can't meet someone new to cheat with." he said and dropped the ingredients on the kitchen table. Walking over to me he squeezed my cheeks with his hands. "Look I don't mean any harm, Like this we both will be happier and forget him faster okay." "But you can't look me in here, that's not normal." he let go of my face and stared at me. "Did I ask you for your option?" he asked, yelled at me. I couldn't say anything to it, this wasn't the Renjun I knew, not the one I fell in love with, Who was this person!?

"Now be a good boy and give me your phone, wait never mind I go get it myself." he said smiling as this would be the most normal thing. He then went back with my phone, if I could call it like that. It was broken in half, useless and I wouldn't be able to call anyone. I then got an idea, This would only work if I do it right one chance if I miss this chance I properly never would see the out-light again.

"Nana what are you thinking about love?" He asked sweetly. play along jaemin play along u can do it. "Nothing special, what would you like to eat." I smiled, Please please please let it work. "I don't care, U cook you can choose." I smiled and hugged him before I was able to enter the kitchen, he called my name again. turning around, "Nana don't even try to run away oke, even if you try, I will find you and U will get the worst punishment ever. GOT IT." I nood scared, Trying to hold my tears in.

What happened to this relationship. It was so sweet and cute and now, I should have listened to Taeyong that time. It was a bad idea why didn't I listen to him. Tae yes I need to escape and find him he can help me...

I started cooking dinner doing everything like normal. as I started doing the sauce I cheeked where Renjun was, he was sleeping in the living room. Taking out the alcohol and replacing it with the water of the sauce.I finished cooking and hoped it would work.

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Dinner was over and I could already see that Renjun was drunk from the food. How did I didn't get drunk? I made myself the same sauce just in normal. "Baby U want some wine?" He was about to disagree but then chose to take a glass. I went into the kitchen and suddenly heard a loud sound. I looked out to see he passed out. "Now or never."

Opening the door with the keys, what where there, as Renjun thought as long he was at home he would check on them. I looked at the cute male in front of me sleeping peacefully. "I .... you." With that I closed the door and started running. I didn't bother to take anything with me. It would have given him the time to wake up.

It was raining heavily dark and it was freezing cold, but I didn't stop running to their house. Finally arriving completely soaked from the rain I booked on the door. "Please be at home." The door didn't open from Taeyong but Jisung who looked shocked at me. "TAEYONG HYUNG." He screamed, as he ran inside the house saying that he would get me some new clothes and I should go shower soon.

Taeyong came running down looking confused at jisung why he would scream his name, until he saw me. "I'm sorry I should have listened to you:" I started sobbing as soon as I saw him. Dropping down on my knees I started crying, letting all the pain out I had from these past days. The older embossed me as he pulled me inside the house to let me shower as I was freezing. "Take a shower and explain to me later what happened, okay?" 

to be continue ??