Original Songs

#2-I Can't Risk Falling Again

Every time you looked my way
I would have to look away
Because you made me feel
Like I was in a fantasy, so unreal
It went on like this for fourteen years
But you rarely ever said a word to me
We used to be more like kid best friends
But like I said, it was just a Fantasy

So I can't risk falling again
I've wasted too much time
It's not like you'd help me up
And I'll be too tired to climb
But finally someone new came
And I tripped back right into the hole
Maybe it wouldn't be the same
And kept hoping with all of my soul

Every time I looked your way
You always seemed to look away
Somehow you made me blush
You were cute, how could I not have a crush?
You were shy and I was just awkward
But neither of us had the guts to push forward
But I think it was just a fantasy
And it was only a dream that we could be

So I can't risk falling again
I've wasted too much time
It's not like you'd help me up
And I'll be too tired to climb
But finally someone new came
And I tripped back right into the hole
Maybe it wouldn't be the same
And kept hoping with all of my soul

No! How could I ever tell you?
If you knew would you walk away?
You've been a close friend for a whole year
But you don't see me like I see you
And oh! What would everyone say?
I'm two years older, but why is that so wrong?
And they accuse me of stealing the crib!

But I can't stop falling for you!
Am I wasting my time?
You just keep picking me up
Never leave me stuck to climb
I'm finally new when you came
And I tripped back right into the hole
Maybe it wouldn't be the same
And keep hoping with all of my soul

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This is a love song. Is this relating my love story? Yes. That's where I'm at right now... sooooooo... sorry for all the angst and unsure ending. It's a true story that has yet to end. I know this is a second love song, but these are the only two I've written for me.

I wrote this today bc it was on my mind and I needed it off my chest.