Where, Where did time go, when just yesterday, when just yesterday it feels, my oldest daughter was born, torn between love for her, and love for me, see, when you think you have nothing but time, minds, can't comprehend, the hustle, the struggle, between future and history, her stories, hold more weight, than his story, family wasn't supposed to not have a head, a body, can't survive, without it's head, emptiness wasn't for you, who do you trust, when you can't build together in us, curse words, curse worlds, dreams & nightmares, just stare, face to face, in an endless ponder, yonder, seems, like a long distance wander, wonder if they ever taken the time to listen, tension, is the only mention, friction, becomes your fiction, if you can't handle the heat, then stay out the kitchen, but MRE doesn't seems, a life long supply, when your entire life been a battlefield, friendly fire, seems to be the norm, landmines, every step of my mind, time, commits crimes against self,long distance seems, the only protection, for mental health, stealth, is the best remedy, for any survival, primal we become, when love we shun, when 3 or more becomes just one, just one more reason, to lay low for multiple seasons, but when the rain never lets up, and the pain never gives up, until you finally give in, to the love of your pen, friends become foes, as foes crushes toes, the winds blows, as the leaves fall, calls, ceases from coming, and running, doesn't avoid any rain, strange, we all fall victim to, what we say we will never, forever, becomes never, ever, wonder why does the thunder comes before storm, and when the storm doesn't let up, how, when, where, how, do you not get sick of the shit, when dehydration, prevents, any further spit, splits, of shifts, began to rip, RIP, we claim for dead situations, no funerals needed, closed caskets, no face, no trace, as white lines, space out, body frames, pictures, could never picture, perfect, mirages, never explained, hearts, break, when the real imagined as fake, fate, becomes a martyr, for freedom, responsibilities, are no longer responsible, for your careless ways, timeouts, can't take time out, without technicalities, intentional fouls, non intentionally, but ejections, seems better off, then rejections, projections, projects, future projects, without a team, to help fulfil your dreams, seems your no longer the franchise player, sidelined, for the rest of your career, now your time is up to play, so what else to say coach!
