Shigadabi oneshots

A live without you

!!!Trigger Warning: Suicide and mention of eating disorder. Read at your own risk.!!!

Shigaraki Pov:

How did it come to this? Why? Why did you protect me, you idiot? I was ready to die. Besides Kurogiri could have saved me. "Why? Why did you leave me, when I needed you the most? Why would you do that?", I screamed in pain as I broke down right before Dabi's grave. "I loved you. And now you left me." I quietly whimpered. It started to rain but I didn't care. I wanted to be by Dabi's side. It is my fault that he died. If I had been strong enough, this damn hero couldn't have got me and Dabi wouldn't have saved me. At least I killed that stupid hero, who killed the only important person left in my live. You see, all the others, exept Kurogiri, are either captured or dead. I just wish that we could all live together again. I miss you all so much. It was already midnight and I was soaked wet, when I returnend to Kurogiri. I just walked to my room and cried more. My eyes are already swollen and I couldn't hear my voice anymore. I slowly drifted off to sleep. The next day I visited Dabi's grave again. This contiuned for half a year. By now I am all alone. Kurogiri died a month ago, while he was protecting me. Damn heroes, going about saving people, when they kill too. We villains may have done bad things, but we wouldn't have done them if heroes never existed. So why blame it all on us? I arrived at Dabi's grave. "Hey love, I hope you are alright where ever you might be now. I brought you your favorite flowers. I miss you and the others really much. When I die I hope to be with you all again. " I sighed and lied the flowers down on his grave. After that I sat down next to the grave. I treid to be happy but it didn't work. I am just misareble at this point. I haven't eaten anything for the last month and I started cutting again. I couldn't bring myself to do anything but visiting his grave. It began storming and I left with a small goodbye. As I arrived at my home, I decided that I can't go on like this. I choose to die tomorrow. The next day I walked to Dabi's grave. " Hey love, I know you wanted me to be happy, but I can't take it anymore. I have to see you again. I'm so sorry. I love you. " , I said before I pulled out a gun and shot myself .  I smiled before darkness consumed me and I saw Dabi's face again. "Welcome home, darling" , Dabi said as he hugged me. I softly creid and hugged back, snuggeling my face in his chest. So this is my afterlife I thought before falling asleep in Dabi's arms. I was finally free.

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Hi,

I am back. My injuries are a lot better and it doesn't hurt anymore. Anyways, I hope you had nice Easter, if you celebrate it. I hope you enjoyed and I will see you next time.

Bye,

kaso