soo ive been clean for two days!! no cutting!! im actually kinda proud of myself, i mean i know im trppin over two days but it does take alot not to cut or if ur trying to stop..... its been REALLY EXTREMLEY HARD but ig ill be ok.... well heres the old "usual" life: wake up, go downstairs,see my dad,get yelled at by my dad for being such a failure,go back upstairs,wake up my brother, get him ready to go to day care,walk him to day care, go home,get ready for hell (school), walk to hell,go to hell,come home from hell, get beat by the devil (my dad), cry, go upstairs look at myself in the mirror and then cry some more and cut and then go to sleep..... and then repeat....
but now...its been different... i havent been cutting.... oh and if anybody knows really good scar removal creams just like pm me soo i can go buy them or something...my stomach looks awful and soo do my arms..but i figured its time for a change.. 🐘
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fxcked up world
Non-Fictionme and my lifee...its a preety jacked up world but it needs to get out there...its not safe and neither am i... somebody has to hear it.... but nobody wants to listen..... but nobody had to caree... why should i?... and why should u?....
