Can't leave you (Tsukasa x Reader) [editing]

Yashiro..

Couple of days passed by, it was the weekend, and Tsukasa was whining being bored, and wanting to commit more murders, and eventually decided to cook me breakfast. I heard knocking at my door. Maybe it's my mom!. It was Yashiro. "Could I come in?" She asked. I nodded quickly pushing her to my room so she wouldn't see Tsukasa. "Nice place." She said. "Thanks.!" "I'm sorry. I thought Tsukasa was controlling you." "He does control me, when he gets serious at least. Did you want to talk about the murder of Celer- Celen?"

"Yeah.. Hanako is supposed to protect the school, and Tsukasa, well, yeah.. How is he supposed to kill Tsukasa, again?' "AGAIN?" I said loudly. "Again.." Yashiro said, softly. "Hanako killed him." ".." The silence seemed to be so loud. "Tsukasa won't leave without a fight, and that also means I'll fight you Yashiro." I said looking at Yashiro. All I could see from her was a disappointed face. "I get it, b-but! Would you.. betray him to protect the school?" Yashiro said already knowing the answer. "No.. I can't defy him, he's my.. I'm his, assistant."

"But if you weren't would you?!" Her eyes seemed like they were practically glowing. "I-" I was cut off when I heard loud commotions coming from outside. I walked over the door to hear Tsukasa wanting me to come eat. The door busted open, and my head was on the door. Since I was near the door, I got hit from how hard Tsukasa had opened the door with such enthusiasm that it bumped me to the wall, a little too hard. I fainted once I hit the wall.

Timeskip

I woke up in my bedroom with Tsukasa laying on my chest. I had a headache. "Get off me." I said pushing him off. He fell to the floor, the loud noise he made when he fell made my headache only increase. "You're up! Are you ok? I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you!" He said loudly in my ear. "Its ok, please just shut up, you are making my headache increase. What I need from you right now is to leave." He left the room, and Yashiro entered the room. Nice going (Y/N), you hurt him, I didn't even mean it like that. I heard faint little whimpers. "Haha... big show wasn't it?" Yashiro said trying to bright up the mood. "Yeah." "Your head was bleeding on the side, rest up more, I bet you have a huge headache right now." Yashiro said whilst leaving the room.

I fell back asleep. I slept for about an hour or so that was what I was told by Yashiro. My headache stopped, all was left from earlier was a bruise. I didn't see Tsukasa in the house anymore, and Yashiro took off after a bit. "Tsukasa?" I called out. He didn't appear. "Tsukasa?" I called out again. I checked around my whole house and he really wasn't there. I looked outside, I saw a boy sitting on my roof. It was Tsukasa.

"Tsukasa! I called for you, why didn't you come?" I said climbing up the ladder to the roof. "Because you hate me, you never did love me, I heard your conversation with Yashiro." Tsukasa said, looking at me, the expression on his face gave me a frown. "What do you mean?" "It was never about you 'loving' me, it was because you were my assistant, if you really had the chance to take me out, you would've!" "I never said I would kill you." I said. He walked up to me, with a scary expression on his face. I moved back, all the way to the ledge, but he came closer. I fell. 

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my death..

I woke up in a hospital. My mom barged through the moment I woke up. "What happened to you?! Who did this?" She said with teary eyes. "Mom.." She slapped me. "(Y/N) DON'T KEEP THINGS FROM ME! I WAS SCARED HALF TO DEATH. HELL, I WOULD'VE FAINTED. WE COULD'VE BOTH ENDED UP IN THE HOSPITAL BECAUSE OF YOU." She said. "I'm sorry. I can't explain it.. I really can't." "No! Its my fault! If I were a better parent, if I had just looked after you more.." She said, she was crying. I hadn't seen her cry in a long time, nor her face, she was always out.

 "Mom, no, its my fault. It was all because I was careless.." "DAMN RIGHT IT WAS!" She said. God she was so bipolar, one minute it was her fault, the next mine. "Please.. don't do this again.." She said, her face was puffy, and I saw how sad she looked. I had a lump in my throat. She hugged me for a while until the doctor told her to come outside of the room, to discuss my broken bones. I had bandages around my arms, and my legs. I had fractured both my knees, my arms were cut, and bruised. All I could think about was.. Tsukasa. Was he worried? Did I hurt him? Where is he? All these thoughts. Yashiro came rushing in. "I'm so sorry! I- I SHOULD'VE DONE BETTER!" She said practically screaming her head off. "Its my fault." I said. I knew it was my fault, if I had told Tsukasa what he meant to me on the roof.. the outcome would've changed. 

Yashiro was wailing. I was hugging her trying to soothe her. She smiled. "Don't die on me.." She said. "Visiting time is over, please leave." The doctor said. Yashiro, cared about me.. but I always denied her. When she asked me to leave Tsukasa, I denied, but she would always be there waiting for me. I slept in the hospital. After a week, i was discharged. I still couldn't attend school, but I did do all the things we had to do.

Luckily I didn't have to run a bunch of laps. Tsukasa, he's hurting right now.. I saw the news, a lot of dead corpses were found in the ally near my school. I knew it was Tsukasa. I called for Tsukasa everyday. He never came. Yashiro visited often. It was pretty fun with Amane and Yashiro, but he told me to call him Hanako. I got to know Hanako really well. He was just like Tsukasa.. Yashiro and Hanako really did seem like a couple.

Timeskip

I was finally able to move, but if I moved too much it would hurt. Tsukasa wasn't even at the broadcasting club. I missed him so much. I cried silently in my room the next day, it was the weekend. I called him one last time. "Tsukasa.. where are you? I need you right now.. I love you.." I said. Poof. "T-Tsukasa?" I said between small cries. Hicc. It was him. "(Y/N).. I really miss you.." He said crying as well. We were so close to each other, but he seemed so far away.. 

"I love you, Tsukasa.. I would never hurt you, why would we even be in a relationship if I didn't love you? I was going to say that I loved you, and I wouldn't." I said practically breaking down. "I-I hicc know its just words.. but I really need you, I can't bear to be apart from you." I said. He hugged me. I heard him mutter something, it sounded like he said, good..

 We hugged for a while, and I fell asleep in his arms. I woke up to see Tsukasa standing there looking around. "What are you doing?" I asked him. "Nothing, I just realized last night your mom can see me! AND HEAR ME!" He said. I opened the door. "You probably woke up late, but my mom left already, she goes to work at 7:00 in the morning, its 9:00." I said. He was relieved. "Oh, ok." He said. "So~ how lonely were you without little ol' me~" Tsukasa said with a teasing voice. "I-I wasn't lonely!" I said, as I could feel heat rise from my voice.

 "Then I guess I'll leave." "Fine! I was super lonely, and scared." "Ahhh~, amazing!" He said clapping his hands. He grabbed my wrist and brought me to somebody's house. He told me to knock. I knocked, and Natsuhiko opened the door. Great, I'd rather be dead than knocking on his door. I immediately turned around. Tsukasa turned me back around. "What." I said lazily.

"Come in!" He winked over at Tsukasa, they were totally planning something. I got seated and Natsuhiko started with saying, "SO, well all know and agree Sakura loves me, right?" He said. "Errr... I don't know." I said glaring at Natsuhiko. Tsukasa just chuckled in amusement. He came closer to me, he whispered, "Natsuhiko asked for me to ask you to help him get another date with Sakura! I found it amusing!" Into my ear. He barely managed to even say it. Then they started to discuss different types of ways, Tsukasa was totally being sarcastic, Natsuhiko was a complete idiot.

"Yes! That's the plan!" Tsukasa said, almost half laughing to death, it's ironic how Tsukasa's already dead. "So, (Y/N) will ask Sakura to do another double date, and then you plan the place again, Tsukasa. When we get there, you and (Y/n) Will have to do something. Wink Wink. Then we'll be all alone, and to make sure she stays, you guys can force her to stay by saying how you guys were coming back after." Natsuhiko said. "Y-yeah!" Tsukasa said laughing his head off.  "So, (Y/N)~ would you maybe help me..~" "HEY, ONLY I CAN SEDUCE (Y/N) YOU BACK OFF." Tsukasa said snarling at him and holding my hand. So, adorable, Tsukasa. I missed him so much.

I TELL NO LIES. also, WE ARE ALMOST AT 100 READS. Neat :)

-author (PS I FINISHED BANANA FISH, I CRIED MY DAMN HEAD OFF)