Mi Amor (Juicy x reader)

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A month had passed and i was still living with Gaege and im not sure if im being crazy but like hes been acting weird like a lot lately if im being honest i kinda think its cute like when i called his name as soon as he walked in he would smile at me. I dont have a crush on him or anything and plus if i did key word IF i would never happen because of my psychopath of a brother and he would probably kill him.

Anyways i went bridesmaids shopping with Maria and she was really upset when she found out i was 2 sizes down from her so she is accusing me of sucking in.. Its times like these i really wish i was adopted.

                 Gaeges pov

"Ok i have an issue" i was talking to Narrator because if i talk to Eddie about it.. Hes scary so.. Yeah.

N- ok? Whats up?

G- i think i might like y/n.

N- you what now?

G- i know it sounds weird but shes just- ugh but im worried that Eddie might kill me.

N- im sure he would understand maybe try talking to y/n about it she is a very understanding person.

G- ill try what if she hates me?

N- she wont hate you, ive told her worse i told her that santa wasnt real.

G- she still believes in santa?

N- im pretty sure it was a joke but i dont know.

G- alright i should go i have to help her pack her stuff.

N- Alright have fun!

G- no promises.

He hangs up i take my head set off and walk to to my room wear i see y/n packing her stuff. She still needed to get stuff from Eddies. She looks over at me. I smile at her she smiles back. Shes so pretty. "Can you pass me those boxes" she says. I nod and hand her a whole bunch of unfolded boxes.

"Ok all we need is the stuff from Eddies house and then im moving on Saturday. Woah this is huge" she says. Blowing a hair out of her face.

"Yeah it is" i say. Now time to talk to her. I was about to say something when her phone rang she was speaking with Eddie basically about the whole moving situation. "Ok see you pendejo bye" she says hanging up. "Ready?" She asks i nod. We get in the car and drive to Eddies.

I was helping her pack all of her stuff when i decided for some stupid reason that it was a good idea to talk to her about the whole liking her thing.

"Hey can we talk?" I ask. "Yes. Can you pass me the tape real quick though." She asks. I pass her said tape i continue helping her. "Um so basically i have been having this like small- not small but not huge either- i- its more semi but not really" i say. "Are you ok? You need water your scaring me dawg" she says taping the box together.

"Im just gonna say it" i say taking a deep breath. She leans on the box. Looking at me with worry in her eye. "I like you like LIKE like you" i say she stays silent. "I know its stupid but i really feel a connection." I say. Moving a bit closer to her. We look at each other not saying a damn word.

I go for it. I kiss her. She hesitantly kisses back dropping the tape. She pulls back. "We cant be-" she says cutting herself off and just going back to packing. Fuckkkkk i messed up.

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We finish with everything. I put everything in the car. She sits in the backseat and we drive home. We dont say a word for the rest of the night. I go into my recording room. Me and the boys were supposed to record i couldnt really concentrate.

*time skip to saturday*

Y/n had Eddie drive her to the new house with all her stuff. I grab myself a energy drink and just lay on my bed. Thinking of every different way i could have handled the situation.

I get a call from Narrator.

N- hey man are you ok you seem to be out of it.

G- i really fucked up.

N- oh no.

G- you know how you told me to talk to y/n about my feelings?

N- yes?

G- i may have kissed her..

N- you what?

G- i freaked out and it was like a reflex and now she wont talk to me think about how awkward shit will be walking down the aisle and it just eugh.

N- yeah you may be a idiot but you can definitely fix this.

G- how?

N- i dont know how about apologizing?

G- she barely even notices me anymore you really think she could hear me?

N- have you tried talking to her?

G- well no-

N- boom your first mistake, go talk to her idiot!

G- fine i will.

N- good job now good luck

G- thanks man bye.

N- bye.

I hang up and get up. I look myself in the mirror and kind of practice what im going to say.

"Hey super sorry about the other day i just wasnt thinking at all and i didnt think about how it might have affected you" i think about that response.

"Wouls that work?" I ask myself. I continue this for like an hour before passing out.