"Good Afternoon Ms.Ranada I Havent Heard from you since the first time you came Two years ago." Dr.Reagan Spoke Fuck,here my dumb ass sitting doing the same shit i promised myself I wasn't gonna do anymore I always try to push myself to not fuck up but it seems I can't help but to be one.My name is Ranada Kenswelai im a fine ass young 20 year old my mother is Venezuelan and my father turned out to be Haitian but he's albino. My summer been going so damn good for me lately i've been popping bottles,making my mulla and turning up to the max!!! Which kinda explains why i'm sitting in a damn abortion clinic tryna get not my first but second abortion I feel so stupid and ashamed to be in this position right now,my mama always sat me down and told me about these procedures she would look me dead in the eye and say "Stases(my middle name)baby abortions are a sin god deos not approve of what them white folks are doing and I tell you now if you get knocked up you handle your responsibility like a woman never kill a blessing." A tear fell from my eye just thinking of my mother's words there was no way in Hell I was telling her about this because knowing her she would flip,but I tells my dad everything only cause he's a good secret keeper ever since I was a small girl I was able to tell him everything and he wouldn't go back and tell my mother. My thoughts was interrupted by the doctor speaking"Okay so I know you have been through this process before eh?" She glared at me I responded with a soft yes and hung my head low. "No need to feel ashamed Ranada you are not alone with this I am here anytime u need to talk about anything, now let's get you laid back on the bed and remove your bottoms and I promise to make this less painful as possible." I knew that was bullshit no matter how much medication she give me the pain will still hurt inside and out to bear with pain I clenched my teeth and closed my eyes real tight hoping this would pass."Okay!,Dr.Reagan Exclaimed."We are all done now I am going to prescribe you with some good painkillers and I hope not to have one of these type of appointments again okay." Is this bitch tryna be funny or something it was bad enough my shit hurted like crazy now this bopper wanna go. I just rolled my eyes and struggled to put my clothes on at this moment I could break down and cry I just killed my second child!!!!!!!!
