ROSÉ X FEMALE READER (ONESHOT)

FAKE LOVE FAKE HOPE (PART 2)

-ROSÉ POV-

"Thanks Y/N for helping me" I said and smile sweetly to her we just finished bought my food she always good when she bought something because she always bought some health food and she know my favorite food is vegetable "Your always welcome Roseanne" she said

"Uhmm I think I should go now Roseanne" she said and I can feel her eyes doesn't want to leave me

"Oh y-yeah it's already late and you should leave now" I said a little bit sad "yeah but before that... Do you want me to help you to put this all food inside because I don't think you can't" she said and giggle well she right because she said to me that just take everything you want so I take everything I want

But I don't know that I take to much Until like this hehe "well I think y-yes" I said shyly and she nod and I'm about to Lift the things but she stop me "why?" I ask curiously "you pregnant Roseanne..." She said and try to lift all the things

And what make me crazier is her hand vein my jaw drop when I saw her sexy vein hand Appears "u-uhmmm Rosseane?" She ask and she look a bit uncomfortable "y-yes?" I said I feel really embarrassed right now because she look a bit uncomfortable "can you open the door for me?" She ask and I nod

I open the door and let her in she goes to the kitchen and put down all the things at the table "thanks Y/N" I said and hug her she shock her head but she still hug me back

I can feel my tears fall on her shoulder "H-hey don't cry...." She said and pat my back "I'm s-so...sorry
Y/N...I don't want you to leave me but I already let you leave me..." I said and cry harder "I know Roseanne but it's ok I think we can't be with each other..." She said and break the hug she grab my arms and look at me in the eyes

"Stop crying ok...I know you still love me but I think you not ready to love me..." She said "w-why I can't l-love you huh?" I said while hit her chest and still crying she stop me by grab my hand

She put my hand at where her heart is "can you feel it Roseanne?" She ask and I try to feel it

And I can feel it I can feel her heart I can feel her love but only me only I don't know that

"This is what we call love...this is what I feel when I be with you...but when I already know everything the love already gone..all my love is gone Roseanne...can you feel it...can you feel how hurt is it...?" She said "and If you say that you want me back I will say no... because we can't be with each other...the baby need Chanyeol...the baby need both Of you..." She said make me feel really guilty

Why she not telling me about this why she not say that I'm cheating with her why now why she tell me everything now "why you not tell me?" I said cold

"Because I know you can't realize what you do...I just want to wait until you realize not when I'm telling you and you realize...if you love someone you should realize what you do not when someone you love make yourself realize...you should know that in love... realize yourself is the most important...so that's the reason why...but I think you still can't realize...I said like this because you know what you already do to me...I just want you to realize but you can't" She said sadly

"Is I'm bad for you Y/N?" I ask "ask yourself...look at the mirror and ask yourself...if you say you bad that mean you bad for me...all the answers is in here roseanne" she said and point on my heart "I know it's hard for you but I just want you to move on from me and start your new life with other people...past is past just forget about what you do to me I already accept it..." She said smile bitterly

"But I know your not Y/N!!!" I said screaming in pain
I feel my heart already hurt "well if you say I'm not that's mean I'm not...you can see my hurt face right you can feel my hurtles heart right...so why you just not making yourself realize if you saw...why your not apologize to me in the first place hmm..? If you do saw me in pain...why you not helping me...if you realize in the first place I think we already can get married and have a kids...but you not you just search someone who can fuck you better than me" she said make me slap her hard