Hi my beautiful derplings! I know. I know. It's been a long time since I last updated my books. But recently I have introduced one of my friends to wattpad and he's making a book. And I thought "Crap. It has been a while since I've even touched my books." So I decided it's about time I started writing again. Anyways enough of my ranting. Enjoy this new chapter that will probably make me start updating my other stories.
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It's been nearly three days now, and this Tyler guy, shows no intention of leaving my side. We have almost every class together, and honestly I don't know how to feel about this. There was a reason why no one wanted to be my friend, and that was because becoming my friend was like social suicide. You automatically became a social outcast and it was almost as if you were a ghost.
So as I sat across from Tyler at lunch, I couldn't help but feel bad. "Are you gonna finish that?" he pointed towards my untouched pizza, I pushed it towards him. And he accepted it gratefully, "How do you eat so much?" I asked him. He had already eaten all his lunch, and he was already finishing mine. He shrugged his shoulders, "I'm a growing man" he said grinning at me.
I felt a slight pain in my heart. "Why do you insist on hanging out with me" I whispered. He set the pizza down, and the grin disappeared from his face, he stared at me seriously, "When I first came to this school, I looked around and I thought 'wow this school is full of fake people'--." I laughed at that part, he smiled and then continued, "But when you gracefully bumped into me, and didn't want anything to do with me. I thought 'if there is anyone in this school that I don't mind becoming friends with it is you' because you were the only person that was real."
"Your throwing away your reputation" I told him. He simply shrugged his shoulders and said,"Oh well I would rather have a friend like you, then have a high social standard." I looked away and whispered, "I'm not worth it." He picked up his pizza and said, "I wonder when you started thinking that you weren't worth it." And then took a big bite out of the pizza.
Suddenly Alisa and her crew came by and surrounded Tyler. She smiled at me, "How are you doing April?" I looked at her as if she had grown four heads, "Are you okay Alisa?" She smiled at me sweetly but her eyes were saying something else, and they were telling me to back off. I stood up, "Well 'Im going to leave, I need to go... do something in the library."
Tyler looked at me questioningly, I smiled at him before getting up to leave. "I'll come too!" he said getting up from the area where we were sitting at. I stopped him, "No please stay here and hang out with Alisa" I practically pleaded. She scoffed, "Tyler why do you even bother with her? She's nothing, nobody at this school even likes her... Why don't you just leave her alone and hang out with us?"
After that I ran out of the cafeteria as fast as I could heading toward the library. But I was stopped by someone grabbing my shoulder and turning me around. It was Tyler. I groaned," Why! Why do you insist on hanging out with me? Don't you see that I'm trying my hardest not to hurt you. They all end up getting hurt in the end, and they all leave me. I cant handle it any more. Just stop please... this friendship will only end off with one of us getting hurt" I said practically yelling on the brink of tears. Turning around I left a very surprised and confused teenage boy.
Not knowing what else to do, I just ran to my locker, grabbed my stuff and headed towards the exit of the school. When I finally got outside I bursted into tears, I'm so tired of getting hurt... But for some reason it was so difficult to tell him to leave me alone.
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A/N: Tadaa! I finally updated a book. *Silently cries in a corner* This is my first attempt to get over my writers block. I bet you're like 'dummy you didn't even write that much' Well before I couldn't even write a sentence. So this a big thing for me. Plus I was thinking maybe I shouldn't make this a werewolf story and then write a different werewolf story. IDK. I'll come up with something. Plus I'm going to continue updating this book. I'll post my schedule later. Any way. Thank you everybody that still reads my books. I LOVE YOU ALL! Good bye... And don't be a lemon my beautiful derplings!!!
