「 Touch me 」| 𝙆. Kenma

Chapter 3

"CUDDLE UP BUTTERCUP" I felt my bed go down a bit. I open my eyes and grumble when I see my brother besides me. I use all my strength to push him off, but he didn't budge. He got off my bed, but didn't leave yet. "Get ready! I'm walking you inside your class today," he said, walking out of my room.

"UGHHHHHHHHH, DIE ALREADY," I screeched out. He stomped back into my room, unhappy. He slapped my face. I put my hand over the area he slapped me, it stung a little bit, but not enough to hurt. My eyes were widened as I looked up to my brother. "I may not be mom or dad, but don't disrespect me! If it wasn't for me, you'd probably be homeless on the street or just be sleeping at school!"

I sighed and apologized. He hugged me, and I gave back a weak hug, trying to pull out of the hug. I got dressed for school. I wore a skirt apart of the uniform, even though I wasn't as comfortable. I just didn't want to seem like the weird one out. I put all my school things in my bag, and walked to the front door, waiting for big brother. Luckily he didn't make me walk.. That would have been bad.

I looked down at my phone to get a call from Kenma. I picked up the phone, surprised he called instead of texted. "Hello?" I heard his voice from the other side of the phone. I answered with a, "yeah, what's up?"

"Do you want to come to the spot we were at yesterday? I brought a few different games," Kenma said. I tried to answer in a way that wasn't suspicious to Taketora. "Yeah.. I'll be there," I said, smiling a bit, but also thinking how I'd manage to get out of this one. An idea came into my mind.

"Who was it?" Taketora asked me. I stuttered a bit, "Kenma.. he just asked if I wanted to play video games during lunch.." He thought for a bit before answering, "I better not catch you skipping class."

We arrived at school, but big brother really walked me to class. I saw Kenma walk by me. I nodded my head as an agreement that I will be there. I sat at my desk and waited for Taketora to walk away. I sighed, pulling my phone out to text Kenma. 'Give me a few minutes, I have to find a way out of this hell.' Kenma responded with an 'ok'.

I told my teacher I didn't feel well, and that I'd like to head to the nurses office. My teacher agreed, letting me go. I grabbed my bag and walked out of the class. I saw my brother walking downstairs. I tried to hide myself by walking between a small crowd of people. I rushed to the area Kenma and I met yesterday.

I found him sitting there, playing with his switch. He had a small case next to him, it was slightly opened, and I could see over 30 different game cards he owned. I sat besides him, saying hello to him. We played multiplayer for a while until my stomach began to grumble. I looked through my backpack to find my lunch box.. but no luck.

"Damnit, Taketora forgot to pack my freaking lunch," I sighed. Kenma had a small box of Pocky out, and he handed me one. Instead of letting me feed myself, he put the chocolate stick into my mouth. He let a small chuckle as my face turned red. He had two packs of Pocky. He handed me one of them, and I began to snack on it.

-- Yamamoto's POV --

The bell rang for our next class. I went up to y/n's class, and didn't see anyone but her teacher there. "Hey, did y/n sit through this class?" I asked her teacher. She shook her head, telling me that y/n went to the nurse's office because she didn't feel well.

I went to the nurse's office, to make sure she was feeling alright. I asked the nurse where she was, but they said that no 'y/n' checked in at all. I was getting a little upset with her. "Damnit, y/n, where the hell did you go. You and that Kozume aren't a good match together. Only trouble comes," I muttered to myself. I scanned the entire campus until I found the two joking around, and y/n happened to be talking about me.

"So, Yamamoto really did that?" Kenma said to her, chuckling a little. "Yeah, it was really stupid. Sometimes I wish I didn't have a brother, maybe things would be better for me."

"Well, I'm sorry that I'm worried about my own sister," I stepped up.

--- y/n POV ---

I look back, hearing a familiar voice. I gasp quickly as I see my big brother behind me. I quickly got closer to Kenma. I never feared much, but when Taketora was mad, I got scared. I noticed him tearing up a little. My entire heart shattered in seconds, and I could tell that his was too.

Kenma sat, unaware of the tension that was happening between my brother and I. His hand came to contact with mine, holding my hand. I held onto his tightly as my eyes were straight towards my brother.

"I told mom and dad I'd take care of you.. I promised them. Ever since you got into high school, you've only been so distant from everyone else, and just always locked away in your own little world. My job is to make sure you're okay and doing what you're supposed to.." tears splashed onto the ground, coming from the two of us.

"I never asked to be taken care of. I don't want to be babied all the time. I don't want to do this school crap you always pressure me to. I didn't ask for any of this!" I replied back with a stern voice.

"Would you prefer to be kicked out? Homeless? Alone?" big brother countered. It's true, I wouldn't want to be alone.. "N-no.. but-"

"But nothing! I just want to take care of my little sister. You say you didn't ask for any of this, well I never asked for a selfish sister."

"C-calm down, g-guys.." Kenma said, not knowing what more to say. I stood up, still holding Kenma's hand, forcing him to get up as well. My brother walked away, and I began to sob. Not realizing the type of horrible sister I was being, leaving it harder for my own brother.

Kenma patted my back a little, but I came in for a hug. I don't like hugs, hugs are just cold and one sided.. but this one was warm. Kenma's arms wrapped around my back, holding onto me. His touch was warm, I felt safe right now, but my body continued to let out sobs and tears.

This feeling, this touch, his touch.. I want him to touch me more..

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a/n: o_o yall selfish df :sob: dont make poor yamamoto cry! then tanaka and nishinoya will come after u o_o