Tanzen || one shots ||

Even If I....

Good night-day, if you thought you've read it again, well because it's the last chapter. I have drafts to write but I don't have times and i didn't publish those yet , and this is the Quick one shot. For this book.

Reminder ⚠️ if  you already read this, just skip it.

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If I cut off my both legs,
Will you carry me for the rest of your life ?
If I lose myself,
Will you come and collect the missing pieces of me?
If I lost myself in the woods,
Will you spend days looking for me?
If I kill....myself,
Will you kill yourself just to be with me?

-Unknown
I hope you will found this before its last.

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Even I have the weight of two people on my back,
I still have the strength to carry you.
Even you can't find yourself in the dark place where you can't see light,
I Willy to be the key unlock the world that your were looking for.
Even if you're gone from my sight,
I still be able to scene you finding you.
Even you disappeared from this world,
I still can always be with you even if it can take away my life.

-T.kamado
I always known where you at, and I still able to find everything.

Zenitsu......I know you're gone, but the feeling of having you,still wandering around my heart and my mind.

Zenitsu.....you don't know how much it changed, the boy who's always only want to fight, seem careless on the outside. Becoming the best person who's supporting me.

Zenitsu....The girl who's you always whining around, found a perfect family, that you wished for.

Zenitsu.....the world with a lot of dead people laying around, screaming for help, surviving from man eaters, finally changes into the world you were hoped for.

Zentisu.....the boy who's you were laying back on, finally moved on, finally started a family, but deep inside.....he still thinks you still alive till today.

Zentisu.....I know you don't wanted that boy to be sad about your disappearance, but that boy gives up. He still hoping to see you. He still looking for you, just so you came back.

Agatsuma Zenitsu,
I wished I could come with you. But I made a mistake....

I promised to command your wishes.
I can't be gone with you.
I wanted to be with you, even if I have to be gone.

Just to see you,
Just to hear you,
Just to be with you,

I Willy to be do that.
Zentisu, I can't count how much I love you.
But it's infinity.

Zentisu.....please come back,
I missed you.
I love you....

The end.

Made by:
-author-kun (late hour, 1:51am 10/04/21)

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I wrote this before bed, I just reading at my other ship (bill x dipper) and I saw dark comics and a idea pops up, I was told my friends I have to write stories but instead I watched memes and comics -_- (I hate myself) .

I think, this is a poem. No, it's actually a poem. I want to write this as an assignment for my Chinese teacher (I'll translate it to Chinese) hopefully he didn't found I was writing
✨g a e✨ and send it to him o_o .

I don't know if you're crying because of this but... I cried too (o v o) a little bit, just tears in the corner of my eyes wanting to escape.

Basically if you don't know what it is.

Zentisu dead.
After fighting with the tee-hee mon, our micheal Jackson (jk)
Yup he lost this both legs
He lost himself in the woods before Tanjiro could found him.

The first part of poem, it's like zentisu's letter he kinda predicted the future or something
ō_ō (don't take this in mind, it's just my sudden thoughts)

Good night/day I'll see you again,
-Author-kun
Words : 670 words
Thanks for reading
The author will see you in the next one shot-

Edit: the heck? He liked it, even tho he doesn't what's it mean, 😭😭😭 I'm so happy. If you want a Chinese of it (don't know if it's useful) here :

即使我.....

"如果我把双腿都割掉的话，
  你会在我的余生中背着我吗？
  如果我迷失了自我，
  你会来收集我遗失的自己吗？
  如果我迷失在树林里，
  你会花几天时间找我吗？
  如果我杀了...我自己，
  你会为了和我在一起而自杀吗？

  -未知，
  希望你能在最后之前找到它。

  即使我背上有两个人的重量，
  我仍然有力量运载你们。
  即使你无法在看不见光线的黑暗地方找到自己，
  我将成为你寻找世界的关键钥匙。
  即使你离开了我的视线，
  我仍然可以闻你，去找你。
  就算你从这个世界上消失了
  即使它可以夺走我的生命，我仍然可以永远与你在一起。

  -灶门·炭治郎。                                      
  我一直都知道你在哪里，而且我仍然能够找到所有你的东西。

  善逸......我知道你已经走了，但是拥有你的感觉仍然在我的内心和我的思想中徘徊。

  善逸......你不知道它发生了多大变化，那个永远只想打架的男孩，在外面似乎很粗心，成为支持我的最佳人选。

  善逸......在你经常喜欢撩的女孩，找到了你想要的完美家庭。

  善逸.....这个世界上有很多死者躺在那里，尖叫着寻求帮助，从食人者中幸存下来，最终变成了你所希望的世界。

  善逸.....那个正躺在你身边的男孩，终于继续前进，终于建立了一个家庭，但内心深处........他仍然认为你直到今天还活着。

  善逸.....我知道你不希望那个男孩为你的失踪觉感到难过，但是那个男孩放弃了。他仍然希望能见到你。他仍然在找你，希望你回来了。

我妻·善逸
  我希望我能和你一起去。但是我犯了一个错误。

  我答应了你的愿望。
  我不能和你一起走。
  我想和你在一起，甚至我必须离开这个世界。

  只想见你，
  只是为了听听你
  只是为了和你在一起

  我愿意这样做。
  善逸，我无法数出我有多爱你。
  但它是无限的。

  善逸.....请你回来，
  我很想念你。
  我爱你...."

Copy it if you're interested, I hope you didn't cry nor sad about it.