song of the day:
fireflies by owl city
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Have you heard of lucid dreaming?
It's this really cool concept where you fall asleep with your eyes open and you can basically control your dreams.
I've never tried it before, because honestly I'm just too afraid of what I'd see. Some people who lucid dream just get sleep paralysis. I'd honestly hate for my demons to come to life.
But then again, what's the harm in trying?
I should probably introduce myself. I'm a dumb teen and my life's a mess. It's always hard being in between friend groups and high school is a struggle. There's that constant need to be popular, liked, at least average.
I've lost opportunities because of the choices I've made. I've been different, and that's not a bad thing. But I don't want to be ignored anymore.
Each chapter in this book represents a fragment of myself or a person I want to become. Nobody will read it but hey, it feels good to put something out there.
Roy T. Bennett once said, "The surest way to make your dreams come true is to live them."
Perhaps this is my way of living my dreams.
So strap in; it's gonna be a wild ride.
