I am a child of society's standards, one that is to be expected to behave the way I do. An ill-minded little girl that had no sense of direction. But yet I knew, I know what those whispers of white lies said about me.
Lovers a many. Somethings are b...
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
Did you wait?
To have had loved me at a time, was to have had loved an unbloomed flower. It made me wonder if I was too sour or too sweet for your tastes. Did I waste your time with a personality that wasn't mines? A reality that had been filled with lies.
Though why tf you reading this shit for. Do you think to gain of something from me? Because I ain't gon put my fucking diary in this, what did you expect of me? I only ever had given half a truth, never one too full that overflowed your cup. To be too stupid enough to reveal everything to you? Oh Little young me. That wouldve made you a dumb fuck.
You're a stupid kid. YOU'RE stupid. Never me, it had never been me but you, but us. Yet it is us that played the stupid fool, of a game I created. Announced by your name beside it, when I was the one behind it.
That was my confession, that it was me who lied yet told a truth. The truth of a lie, that was said by I. If you hadn't left, then you would have known by now. As to why.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
Lost in a possibility
The concept of reality is bewildering to self-assumed mere beings, I find how we came into existence strange in a way. In how we even exist despite there being given evidence and beliefs. Though despite it all there may just be a being, more advanced then us in the vast verse of possibilities.
So when I had thought like these I would have doubted it all a many times. To reject something beyond my concept of understanding, to never try and seek an answer and being fulfilled with ones other have given.
Ah yes! How lovely life is, the way we are alive with bodies that function, some so perfectly it makes me question as to how this may be.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
