In the darkest corner of society for more than ten years, he has made such achievements. It can be said that Sima Li looks at people with great precision. So he was envious and jealous.
For these two kinds of feelings, Sima Li, who has always had no emotional fluctuations, allowed them to exist. After all, he hadn't felt the traces of his own emotions for a long time, and so many emotions suddenly appeared this time. Although they were still a little meager, they did not prevent Sima Li from nurturing these emotions.
Touching the bag of exquisite candies on the bedside, Sima Li felt a little relieved. At least, his roommate was still willing to notice and care about himself. He doesn't need to worry about disappearing one day, but he can't leave traces of his existence. Yunling's care convinced Sima Li that even if he disappeared in this world, someone would remember Sima Li once and feel a touch of sadness for himself.
Yunling, who had returned to his room, remembered the vacation he had discussed with Sima, and some complicated emotions drifted out. When I first saw Sima Li, Yunling smelled loneliness on him. At that time, Yunling was still thinking that in this situation where each family is basically an only child, and there is only one child in the family, loneliness is normal.
But then, Yunling completely overthrew his previous understanding. Sima Li's loneliness came out of his bones, regardless of his age. His eyes are often frozen, and it is difficult to explain other emotions. The whole person lacks a kind of fluctuating mood, just like an old tree with a prosperous appearance but withered inside.
Every time he saw his smile, he would be stunned. Although it would be reflected soon, Yunling's quick-sensing Yunling would naturally capture the fleeting stunnedness. Moreover, for some reason, Yunling can always accurately capture Sima Li's emotional fluctuations, and he also knows that the same expression in the eyes of ordinary people is colorful in Yunling's eyes.
Yunling also knew that Sima Li had envy and a little bit of jealousy towards him, but Yunling didn't say anything. After all, Sima Li's emotions were extremely low. After all these emotions appeared, of course, he had to take good care of them. He just feels a little distressed for this Sima Li, yearning for warmth and light, but he dared not touch it when the warmth comes, just cautiously surrounding and watching, hiding in the dark, envious and jealous.
Such Sima Li made him feel uncomfortable, and he strengthened the idea in his heart even more.
Before dinner, Yunling consciously went out of the room and started pre-dinner exercises to clean up. This is what Yunling and Sima Li have said, and Sima Li can't do everything, and Yunling will do nothing.
When everything was cleaned up, the food had been brought to the table by Sima Li. Yunling consciously washed his hands, prepared the meal for the two of them, and then sat down. Sima Li cleaned up the kitchen before coming out to sit with Yunling and eat dinner.
When the meal was over, Yunling was about to get up to clean up the pots and bowls, but was stopped by Sima Li, "I will come today!"
Knowing that he couldn't hold Sima Li, Yunling simply let go, sitting on the sofa thinking about how to explain the situation to Sima.
When Sima Li wiped his hands and walked out of the kitchen, Yunling said, "Sima, come to my house during the November holiday!"
Sima Li, who had just sat down, heard Yunling's question, and naturally answered the word "Oh!", and did not understand the content of Yunling's dialect at all. I was stunned for a moment, and when my brain reacted, I saw that Yunling, who was sitting on the side, had already returned to his room.
Sima Li, who was sitting on the sofa blankly, recalled what Yunling had said before, and the expression on his face that had been flat and unwavering began to slowly crack apart, revealing the complex emotions of an eighteen-year-old.
Go to Yunling's home! Sima Li has never encountered this kind of thing. From elementary school to university, he has no friends, let alone being invited to visit someone else's house.
But at the same time he hesitated, Sima Li had some expectations in his heart. If you go to Yunling's house, you can see his parents and how the real family gets along. As a guest, his parents should welcome him, and he should be able to feel the warmth of home!
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