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Part 6

"I have a delivery for you." He says. " i'm not delivering anything I'm out of your stupid little business." You say back. This only makes him madder, he scarfs again and put a gun to you. "Now listen I don't want to be mean but, stop acting like bitch and deliver the god damn package." He says with a low whisper. You feel a chill down your spine and you know you hate him.  " fine" you say in A sad face. Turn around and get into your car.

As you Watch him as he leaves. When he's finally gone you break down into tears. " what am I doing" you think to your self. You drive home and you get into the shower. You lay down in the shower since it's an open shower. As you lay there with your naked body you stare into nothingness.

You start to think about how the world would be better without you. You have been a mess up your entire life. First with your parents. And eventually your parents started to ignore you. There was your little sister who was a champion in gymnastics. You started to cut yourself after what your parents had done to you for so long. They yelled at you after they found out about the cutting.

They weren't even supportive all you knew was that you were a fuck up. You grab your cutting scissors from the sink, you sit there with your teary eyes. You close your eyes as you take the scissors to your leg and you cut your thigh. It Was painful but you felt a little less stressed. Blood began to wash away down the drain. You hear someone calling your phone and you snap out of your trance. You wipe your tears and quickly get out of the shower.

You wrap up in a towel to go to your phone to see Rio is calling you. You feel kind of tired but you put on sweatpants and a sweatshirt and head out the door to meet him in an empty parking lot. You feel kind of dizzy but you think it's just tiredness. You pull up next to a car. Rio gets out of the car and puts the package in your trunk. You unbuckle and open the door. You begin to step on the ground when you trip and fall. You had smashed your head against the concrete but you're struggling to get up with your weak muscles. Rio helps you up but you can't seem to keep yourself awake.

"You look pale" he says. "Are you okay?"

"Yeah I'm fine just tired." You say back. You feel something running down your leg. You look down to see a long blood stain down your pant leg. Rio pulls your pants down. "What are you doing?" You say slurring your words. "You have a huge cut on your thigh, what happened?" He asks. You quickly remember that you didn't bandage up your cut. "Oh I just had an accident." You say. He takes the package out of your car back in his and put you into the passenger seat. As he is doing all of this you say, "what are you doing?" " taking you to a hospital you've lost a lot of blood." He says. You quickly pass out after that.

You wake up in a hospital bed with Rio to your side. "Where am I, what happened?" You say. " you cut yourself badly and lost a lot of blood." He says. You guessed that you must've cut too deep. " now the doctor said any little slip couldn't have made that deep of a cut so what really happened." He says. " told you I fell in the shower." You say. " seems like you cut yourself." He says.

"Look, even if I did it's none of your f***ing business and what are you care." You say In a stern voice. " well you need to deliver stuff for me to stop hurting yourself." He says with a low whisper. " do you care about your packages more than me you know what get out of my f***ing hospital room right now!" You yell. He gets up and leaves you alone. You begin to cry because he thought you would never cut yourself again. You see your dad appear in the door. "Y/N what have you done?" He says. " I just fell and I cut myself." You say. "Well I'm gonna put you back in that mental hospital for cutting yourself again. It's sinful to want to kill yourself." He says in a angry voice.

Yes your father and your mother are very Catholic but you don't identify as a Catholic. " I am so disappointed in you you're an embarrassment!" He says yelling. Rio walks back into the room and pushes your father up against the wall. "The fuck did you just say to her?" He says. " that she's an embarrassment no one in our family should ever cut their self or think about killing themselves." Your father says in Rio face. Rio pulls out a gun and puts it to his side. " if you ever come near her again just remember this gun will be to your head." He says.

" I will call the police on you stay away from my daughter." He says. " I don't have to stay away from her you just do oh and you're gonna call the cops go ahead you do realize that I can cover up anything right?" He says in a little voice with his head cocked. You Sit there in shock as you watch the entire thing go down. Your father looks at you in another disappointing look and leaves the room. "Thank you" you say to Rio. "Anytime Mamas." He says. He leaves the room and you lay back down and fall asleep knowing he's there to protect you I guess you don't hate him completely. But you're still concerned of what the future has in hold for you.

OK I know it's been a while since I've wrote but I really hope you like this chapter please comment if you have any suggestions:)