My Bully Zayn Malik

chapter 4

Zayn P.O.V : 

to be honest I never knew the girl who would be shy in class would even smoke it made me shock . She flinched when I touched her and when I looked up in her eyes it was only pain , pure pain and hurt and when I said I fix you tears started pouring down her delicate skin I got a bit worried , I placed my two fingers under her chin she flinched a bit at my touch with her cold skin ,  her eyes met mine and they were filled with so much pain . 

please don't , she said barely audible . 

why? , I asked .

She cried more , her tears flowing freely now , for once I realised she was beautiful , I never saw her smile and I am sure I don't want to , I might end up falling for it . I did the thing which came in my mind first , I hugged her wrapping my huge arms around her  fragile body , her red hairs were looking a mess . She didn't responded to my touch she just kept sobbing and once she stopped my whole shirt was wet with her tears .

Sorry about your shirt , she said chuckling a bit . I smiled at her .

S'okay , I said . 

She got out of my arms and pulled out her drips . 

Ouch , she screamed . I laughed she looked adorable . 

It looks possible only in movies without any pain , she chuckled and said .

Where are you going ?  , I asked . 

Outside for fresh air and I will run out from this filthy hospitals they are my worst nightmares , she said . 

I nodded agreeing , she took her last night clothes and I could see dry blood on her knuckles , shit I forgot to apologize for the pain I caused her .

Erm about that I am sorry , I said nervously .

Right don't be this is nothing , she said with hurt screaming in her voice . 

I avoided her reply still thinking what can be worst , I didn't realized that she changed her clothes in front of me , she was wearing her shoes and she smirked making me blush a little , she took her phone and a pack of cigaratte , she tied her hairs in a messy bun and walked to the window , i saw blood still dripping from the area where she pulled her drips out , she opened the window welcoming the  cold air ,

Brr , she said chuckling and thankfully the hospital was of 2 story so it won't be much of a problem . She looked down and took a deep breathe , then she jumped out I ran to the window to make sure she was okay and she was , she stood up and motioned for me to jump hell no !

No thanks I'll the the elevator , I screamed she shrugged her shoulders and I went back into the room and I headed back for the door , I got out of the room silently and closed the door slowly making sure it doesn't makes a sound . I made my way to the elevator and waited for it to come on 2nd floor , once it did came I got in closed the door by pressing the button and the door closed taking me down . 

Shannon POV : 

I waited for Zayn to come down , I never wanted to show him my weak side , I never wanted to cry infront of him but the situations were like that I couldn't control and when he apologized my brains  couldn't register the words he said . I heard footsteps behind me and saw a breathless Zayn he was running and coming towards me , I couldn't help but smile at how adorable he looked his hair were stuck to his forehead and his shirt was wet because of my tears .

Hey , he said almost breathless he bent down bringing his hands to his knees and breathing heavily.  I chuckled and his eyes met mine and that moment my knees went weak they were so happy and bright and what not comparing to mine , mine were dull , lifeless . He raised an eyebrow then smirked at me , oh god how I wanted to slap the smirk off his pretty face . I just rolled my eyes and continued walking , Zayn's footsteps were closer they actually could be heard , he held my arms spinning me around and putting his arms around my face , pulling me closer to him , I looked him direct in the eyes which were already staring mine's . I could just stay here with him for the rest of my life and stare into his mesmerizing eyes . I looked down at his lips , then at his eyes , lips , eyes ,  lips , eyes . I wish I could kiss him but who would kiss an ugly bag of shit like me , I shaked my head of my disgusting thoughts . He bought to my cheeks . no-no you can't let him even come close to you , he will turn out to be like him . I turned my face and let go of myself out of his grip , I took out the cigaratte box and headed to the place where I always go . 

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It was very cold and I was shivering but it was worth it after I left Zayn there I never heard his footsteps follow mine again . I was standing in front of my father's grave . Alexander Cooper , he was and is still the person who I can trust on , I put a flower on his grave and sat down beside it .

Daddy , you know how bad I am hurt ? You know what it feels like to be alone ? Daddy , the kids in my school always beat me up so bad , I am so hurt . Mommy is busy alot nowadays , she says she loves me but she doesn't . She just loves her career Daddy . I feel so alone , after you went so many bad things happened that now I am shattered I don't have the energy to fight back , I'll come to you soon Daddy just wait for me I love you , I said with a heavy heart , breaking into tears  I rested my head against my dad's grave and cried my heart out . 

Zayn P.O.V : 

The words which came out of her  mouth were heart breaking it was like she is continously stabbed . I was spying on her I followed her to her Dad's grave I assume . I never personally knew her when I was 14 and I came to this school everyone picked on her , so I decided to be the cool kid and joined the rest kids , her best friend Natalie was our school football team player's Joshua's girlfriend she sure was hot but this girl was flames . 

She continued sobbing , and  I felt like a jackass . 

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