Lost without him

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"I will go down as your lover, your friend. Please let me know if my one bad day will end.." I started to sing softly as I walked down the cold and murky streets of England. "Are you afraid of leaving alone? Cause I am, I'm lost without you." I sang as I kicked a pebble along the paved way. Somehow I ended up on a bridge, I looked down into the sparkling waters way below. A sparkling and happy blue current dances along the water. But not even a beautiful scenic sunset over a vast body of water could boost my spirits, I want Matt and I've lost him forever. I slouched over the edge and looked down at my depressing reflection, the boss and Cheyenne walk up behind me. He put his hand on my shoulder.

"Just take me home." I crossed my arms

"He'll come around."

"No, He was quite clear and I'm going home." I walked away.

"Where are you going?" The boss tried to follow

"I'm going home." I disappeared in the crowds.

The sky started to get dark and it was getting cold. I crossed my arms and rubbed them trying to keep warm. The world seems so much colder now that he's gone. That sounds so cheesey but my emotions seem to take a horrible turn in my health. I sat down against an old building and quietly cried into my knees. next thing I knew it was raining and the tears were falling faster and faster. I don't belong here. I stood up and walked back into the lively night life of the city, maybe drowning my sadness in some liqour will cheer me up, just until Pierce comes in the morning to come get me. My mood brightens and saddens when Matt enters the bar.

"What are you doing to yourself."

"I don't know.."

"Maybe I over reacted, maybe it just wasn't my day, you saints are crazy and opened my life up to a new prospective. But this is a new chapter in my life weather or not you want to be apart of it."

"I don't care Matt, you've left a dent in my life and whatever happens we will be together."

(Sorry for the shortness, I'm getting bored with my stories and are working on new ones. I've been making sure to add paragraphs daily to make an update for you guys. Comment some ideas!)

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