moving to forget

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It's been a few months since Aaron and I broke up. I've been busy with school and work. I was so dumb to think that an 18 year old would get married. Guess, God knew that we had to walk both ways.

I study Psychology and Literature to Major as a editor or probably a publisher. I'm an intern at a company that is well known for best selling authorized books. My paycheck is mostly used to pay my tuition fees, bills, clothes and savings so I basically don't have a life.

I have a few friends but believe me they are not in the US anymore, happy times isn't? I've been planning to leave the country for a while, just to blow off some steam.

I tied my black and brown dreadlocks , wore a  formal slim black coat with brown boots . Going to see my boss for a coffee date. She does that to make everyone feel comfortable as much. I highly appreciate her. I'm only 18 but I live like a 21 year old.

I'm Christian from a strict Christian household so that's why I'm so self observant about everything that happens around me. My ultimate goal was to leave the US and travel across the globe, to see new places and meet new people but currently I am kinda stuck.

As I was on my way to work, I saw Alex walking towards me and I was about to greet him but he ignored me well... Wow... That was cold but amazing cause he smiled.

What on earth was going on today, before I got to work, I went to my usual coffee corner and got my cappacino with my chocolate donut. Yep I have a sweet tooth especially I'm the morning.

After I got my order, I got a call from Tony, my best friend, partner in crime and my manager to the exact. Tony would never call me unless there is an update, someone passed or something is seriously urgent or I'm about to get fired as a prank. I know that's not funny but I'm used to it.

"Morning Tony and don't worry I'm a few blocks away so I'll be there in no time." I said while drinking my coffee and holding my cappacino.

Funny to think of it, he was laughing, I wonder why but he was like seriously laughing. I had inner thoughts that okay... Something is burning at the tip of my toes.

" Tony what's going on? "

Tony sighed and told me not to come to work. First thing that ran in my mind was "Girl you are fired, like gone, finished, dead."

"What do you mean?" starting to worry, I was about to even to finish my delicious donut and my smooth cappacino. I wished that some devils like him would really go to hell. Worse it was cold, like brutally cold and I was standing in the middle of the sidewalk like a useless dodo.

"No you are not fired, we all figured that you needed some time off so go home and rest I'll cover the rest for you."

Without a second thought, I went back to the coffee shop, ordered more donuts and cappacino and went back to dusty home.

I changed, wore oversized clothing, binged Netflix shows while I'm drinking my coffee and eating my food. Then I took my laptop and researched places for relaxation and rejuvenation. I was desperate. Desperate times call for desperate measures okay. We all got to deal with it and it enters the soul.

I saw a bunch of places like Thailand, China, Korea, France, South Africa and Spain. It was a lot but I liked South Africa the most because of it's culture and I heard there are a lot of destination places suitable for everyone. I clicked onto the website and digged more and wow, that is one beautiful democratic country but I'm not planning to relocate anytime soon.

As time went on, I still kept my options open and my top three countries were South Africa, South Korea and France. Those places are damn beautiful.

At seven, I got a knock and it turns out to be my manager, Tony. We all know the guy. Tony is one attractive manager, I don't even know how do I work well and be best friends with him. Tony is damn attractive, he even burns more than hell can. I somehow think that him and hell have a competition to see who burns more between hell or him. His whole family is just burning like they all hot.

Tony has dirty blonde curly hair, that makes sense, he has light brown eyes to highlight his freckles, he had a white smile to match with that was a sharp jawline that traces his feature. He was one beautiful being. The clothes that he would wear were elegant clothes. I don't know why he doesn't even date, oh, he is a twin, an identical twin named Troy so I won't descibe Troy cause  Tony and Troy look exactly alike so there is no need but Troy is a sport athlete.

"Hey, I brought us some dinner to end the day so can I come in?" I held out my hand to let him in then I closed the door.

"I see that you were having fun." holding my take aways while smiling and looking at my lounge.

"small fun to the exact like it was just a small rejuvenation process of peace nothing much. Although I did find some places to travel to once I get my leave." I pulled Tony to my laptop and scrolled though the places that left him speechless.

"Even though we give you a day off, you are still a workaholic but good job although you don't need all that research." he said closing my laptop.

He sat me down and he sat down, dished out then we ate dinner. I wonder, what was going on like hello. Someone highlight me here. Instead I will just go with the flow.