IVORY SADNESS

chapter 1

Ha-neul's pov

'Again l felt as if someone was following me to school and everywhere else today.

Dunno why I felt like that but I knew that someone was surely following me but it didn't feel like stalking though it felt safe as that anonymous person followed me.......

I somehow felt safe though I don't know who he was, from where he was, how he looked like, what business did he have from me I didn't knew, but I still felt safe as he followed me.

I know I'm mad if I feel someone stalking me as safe, but as much as I  remember, this person followed me from so long, but  never harmed me in any way.........

so that's the reason I feel safe around the follower.....'

arghhh what should I write more. I don't really know what more should I write in my diary. I was so engrossed in my thoughts that I didn't realize that someone was ringing the doorbell impatiently.

"Who's there?"

"dear it's me"

ohh it's halmeoni she's my neighbor and my only guardian in Busan, she also takes cares of me whenever I'm at my apartment.

I opened the door as soon as I could and hugged her so tightly...

"I missed you halmeoni!"

"hmm me too......but what took you so long to open up?"

"ohhh I was entering in my dairy"

"pretty much explains everything"

that's the reason I love halmeoni so much. I mean she understands me so well that I don't have to even try and  she is undeniably cool...

"what about supper hana?"

Hana is my nickname given to me by my brother almost everyone close to me calls me Hana.....

"oh I've prepared kimichi and japchae, let's eat, today it's my treat!"

"really how did you know I was craving for it?
well, it's good though I won't have to prepare supper today.
But how come you suddenly cooked?"

"I felt to cook today so I did it simply"

"I love the food u prepare, it's so yummy"

"me toooo"

Halmeoni entered my living room with me following her from behind, soon I layed out the dishes and we had a peaceful supper and chatted a lot about how was my school today,  what new things we both did and many more endless topics.

Halmeoni is my great friend.
We go out together to eat or shop, enjoy each other's company, we often do sleepovers at each other's home too.

It's good that halmeomi is here otherwise I would probably die.
Not that I'm not good at talking or shy,
Well, I'm basically a Gemini soooo l guess it explains everything else.....                                                   

She asked me today if I wanted her to sleep with me but I denied as I needed some time alone to sort out my thoughts and she didn't question me more and said to call her if I needed anything.

After sending halmeoni off, as I headed to my bedroom I took out my phone and decided to call mum.

[[ A/N: remember that she calls her aunt and uncle as mum/dad ]]

She lives in Seoul with dad and Jin hyung, my awesome brother.
[well I like to call boy's older than me hyung rather than oppa...]
I also used to live  with them but I got admitted in Busan International High School [BIHS] as a freshman so here am I living my so called best life in Busan. But I still miss my parents a loads especially my crackhead older brother with whom I got too influenced so I'm a little like him.

My parents have always said to me to enjoy school life as long as it lasts so later I can have my life with no regrets. They tell me that I can easily get good grades so I don't have to worry about them much as they're fine as long as I pass with good scores. I'm so glad to have such understanding parents as them.

After three rings mum finally picked up.                                                 

"Nul how are you?"

As soon as my mum picked up she asked me excitedly.

"I'm doing great,
How about you and appa?"

"Well they're amazing too,
I missed you dear"

"Hmmm me too"

"Don't hmm me young lady"
"Anyways tell me how's life treating you in Busan?"

Typical mum dialogs which I missed a looooot.

"Mumma! You literally ask this question everyday!!"

"Oh, well whatever, though tell me honestly how are you?"

"Mum again!But I'm all good,
Nothing new,
just wake up, eat, go to school, study, come home, eat, do assignments, sleep and then repeat"

[[ basic school life!!! ;) ]]

She slightly chuckled over the phone and then said,

"Dear, as long as you are happy  we are happy too and you know it better than anyone else. You should take good care of yourself, be careful it's a new city and we aren't there with you"

"I know mum, I've been here for a year I think I know how much I should"

"Yes, yes You know everything!"

"Anyways how is company going on?"

"It's good, we're making progress and profit both!"

"That's awesome"

"Anyway where is my best brother"

"Jinnie is having a sleepover at his friend Hoseok's home"

"Hyung is really enjoying himself huh?"

"Mhmm I know right"

"Is dad asleep? "

"No he's at his office doing god knows what"

I chuckled at my mom's remark. She is in a good mood today.

"Anyhow bye honey,
I'm gonna sleep now it's past bedtime, you should also sleep soon dear"

"As you say captain! bye-bye"

Mum is now laughing at my silliness,  which is still same as before.

""Good night ""

We both said at the same time and ended the call.
After our conversation I missed them even more if it was possible. But I'm glad that they're doing great.

My thoughts drifted from my family to school. Tomorrow we freshmans are goingto be sophomores and it is going to be our first day as sophomorehigh-schoolstudents. I'm so excited for tomorrow we are also going to have some new students transferred.

As a sophomore now, I'm quite glad because we can finally have have picnics out of Busan tooo and organize events. This year is definitely going to be fun. 

I should seriously sleep now if I don't want to look like a zombie tomorrow at school.

Soon she drifted to sleep and her dreamland dreaming of impossible possibilities.

A/N

Hola Amigas, so that was chapter 1, there are lotta things that are unknown to you till now  but soon all your doubts will be cleared with the upcoming chapters and updates  :)

lemme know in comments how was chapter 1...

DON'T BE INVISIBLE READERS.  .  .  .  .

I honestly feel like I rushed it, tho...........ur opinion is what matters  ;')

I'll try to update more often,
hmmm now race ur mind thinking whose ff it is for now ;)  ~~