beauty in the beast

Chapter 5

*DEAN POV*

        I picked my phone up and heard vivian whisper on the other end. "D-dean" I stopped what I was doing and sat up. "Vivi whats wrong" I asked but no answer. "Vivian" I heard nothing but breathing on the other end. "VIVIAN DANIELS FUCKING ANSWER ME, WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED" I screamed and heard her cough. "I had a wreck, I n-need you" she whispered before the line went dead. I sped down to the road her house was on and took a sharp turn seeing her '67 mustang turned on its roof in the ditch. I ran over to her and tried to get her out.

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                                               *22 hours ago* ((A/N:YES I COUNTED IT FROM 12 am to 8 pm is 22 hours OKAY? OKAY ;) ))

*DEAN POV*

        I woke up around midnight and couldn't fall back asleep. I decided to check on vivian in her room since I knew she would be up. I walked over to her room and unlocked the door and looked around the hotel room not seeing Vivian anywhere. I looked at the bathroom door and seen the light on, I got up and knocked on the door slightly. "Vivi you in there" I asked and heard her soft voice "yeah, just a minute" she sounded worried and her voice cracked. "Vivian whats wrong" I asked and heard her lean against something. "Nothing I'm fine, just go back to bed" I wasn't buying it. I knew something was wrong and I wanted to know what. "Vivian open the door" I said and tried to open it but it was locked. "VIVIAN OPEN THE DAMN DOOR" I yelled and heard the door click. I swung the door open to find vivian sitting in the bath tub rocking back and forth blood running down her wrist. "Vivi oh my god, d-did you do this" I asked tears welling up in my eyes but not letting them slip. She nodded and held onto her wrist crying. I grabbed a towel and wrapped it around her wrist and carried her to the bed and sat with her in my lap. I rocked her back and forth as she clung to my shirt so tightly she could rip the fabric if she wanted to. "Vivi...why? Why did you do this to yourself" I asked and she shook her head wiping her tears. "Dean I try so hard to do everything right, I tried to help my parents but ended up killing them instead. I lose everything I love, I can't do it anymore. I am worthless, I can't go on like this" She whispered and I held her closer if that was possible. "No, you're not, you are amazing, beautiful, sweet, funny, and worth so much to me, and you don't have to do everything right or anything right. I could never leave you no matter how hard you try I will still be here for you. I care about you Vivian, sometimes so much it hurts” I said and kissed her forehead and laid down with her, still holding her close to me. We stayed like that for a while until she fell asleep in my arms. I kissed her cheek and drifted off. 

        I was woken up by the sound of her walking around the room, I opened my eyes to see her in a crop top and jeans. "Hey" I said groggily and she smiled. "morning" She sat on the bed and pulled her boots on. "Where are you going all snazzed up" I asked and she laughed. "Work" she stood up and grabbed her leather coat. I read the crop top she was wearing that was white with 'skillz' written in red across her breasts showing off her toned stomach. "Stripping" I asked and she looked at me like I was crazy. "Hell no I work the bar" she grabbed her keys and was about to walk out the door until I stopped her. "I can drive you if you want, sam and I are on a case there anyway" I smiled and she shook her head. "No thank you Dean, but It was nice of you to ask," she kissed my cheek and walked out to her car pulling out of the parking lot. I groaned and flopped back onto the bed thinking about the beautiful thing that just left.