AS soon as the grand door of the church opens, a genuine smile appear in my face.
My eyes glimmer with happiness as soon as it landed in front of the altar.
I bit my lip to suppress my tears.
Shit. Shit.
Not today, Julie. You're not going to fuckin' cry today.
But no matter how hard I try to hide the tears it still flow like water in the river.
MY MAKE UP IS GOING TO GET RUIN FOR THIS! ARGH!
But well, paano nga ba naman kasi akong hindi maiiyak?
There he is. The man of my dreams. He is waiting in that altar. IN THAT ALTAR! Can you even imagine that?!
He is wearing that black expensive tuxedo that we both chose before this wedding. And just WOW. He's drop-dead gorgeous wearing that!
Wait---- is that even fuckin' legal? Does looking so effin great like that even valid? Hindi ba ipinagbabawal ng batas ang magpagala-gala dala 'yung ganiyang kagwapong mukha?
Like hell, I still don't understand why this wedding is still peaceful. Why do girls let this man to get married and live as a husband when he could just be single for his entire life and make us gawk every time we see him.
I mean, I saw how all of the women here changes their reactions as soon they landed an eye at him before this ceremony starts.
So WHY?
"Ladies and gentlemen, the bride."
And then a soft melody started flowing in my ears.
"I want this song for our wedding. This song suits you well."
"Bakit sakin lang? It should suit for us both. It's our wedding afterall."
"Nah. From that day forward, everything should be about you and only you. From that day forward, I promise to give my life to you. So take good care of me, 'kay?"
I bit my lip as a short memory filled with our cuddles and love for each other entered my mind.
Ahh, those good old days...
Everyone's waiting for the bride to walk down the aisle. Everyone is please to wait for the gorgeous lady in freaking white to be seen.
'Every second is a highlight' that lyrics from the song domino came up to me. And yeah, i felt that.
And even though there's really no reason to be shock because of the bride's look, I still hear some gasp from people.
She's gorgeous. My mind whispered.
She is fucking gorgeous. I chanted.
Ahh, Alissa. I was so proud of myself earlier for being the prettiest in the crowd why d'you have to show up and standout like that?
"Damn popular girls for being this perfect. I already have my insecurities eating me whole y'know?" The girl beside me muttered while looking sharply at Alissa---the girl in front of the door wearing her white expensive bridal gown that we also chose together before this ceremony.
"And her groom looks perfect too. They're both rich and came from a good family. What the hell? Isn't that just soooo main-character-like?" Still the girl next to me.
"Gaga, yung bibig mo at nasa simbahan tayo baka magulat na lang ako hinila ka na sa baba." The woman sit next to her whispered.
"Girl gaga is a bad word too y'know. But basta----they're so main character."
It got my attention so quick.
So.... main character like?
What does this girl mean? Who is she pertaining to? Alissa?
And then I look at the groom and bride again.
This time, in a different point of view.
And I was like, 'Oh, it's my best friend and my ex-slash-best friend too. Getting all married. I just thought it was me walking down the aisle for a second but nah, it's them. It's fine. No biggie.'
And so it hits me.
If those two are the leads,
Then there's one thing I am sure of.
I. AM. NOT. THE. MAIN. CHARACTER.
[SHE'S NOT THE MAIN CHARACTER]
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