My Rival Destiny

The past suffering

Shinichi's P.o.V:
Shinichi talked with Rei with his family about what happened in the past, during kaito is with Akai.
"You asked me a long ago what happened with me right?but the matter happened to me and my beloved one"
Everyone here look at him wondering, about the pain in his eyes.
"Shin can you tell us we need to understand what happened baby."Yukiko said.
"Hum...okay...all of you know about how I shrink and become Edogawa conan and how I start looking for this organization to destroy them,how I slove every case it stopped in my way, until this day come you know that I always loved Ran but the day I accompanied Kaito Kid changed everything."
"What do mean by changed...huh"Ran said.
"What do you mean by you accompanied him?!!"Yukiko said ignoring Ran.

"Humm.the first time I see him wasn't when Sonoko asked me to catch kaito kid,the first time when I was kudo shinichi at the Tokyo Tower and later I know from mom that he was my best friend when we were kids and I see once Kaito Kid's father when I was small and he was fired at Kudu's biggest brother, and this is because my father was fired Kaito Kid's title.
The matter is every time I go to Kaito Kid's shows to reveals the secret behind his magic and catches him.
Once, then again, and so on, until I helped him escape in some situations and some other situations, I helped him steal the jewel without anyone knows.
Even the police didn't suspect me because I was kid killers.
And because of all this I started losing my feelings towards Ran little by little until they disappeared completely and replaced by not love, but the disease of love with him.
I didn't believe myself so I buried it in my internal until they destroyed me fully, I could not tell him I love him and I was a boy and he was in love with another girl.
But what happened later destroyed both of us completely.
Kaito had discovered my identity since the first meeting when I was on a child and I discovered why he was stolen.
We joined together to achieve the goal of each one until we discovered we are behind the same organization.
This discovery made Kaito very angry and I did not know why but he wanted to catch the organization alone.
I thought he did it for revenge so I was very angry at him,but we still work as a team in FBI,we discovered their cache and put our plan and started to stick them,after a lot of fighting and blood.
I was with Jin in the room and we were launching the fire.Kaito has ended up his mission,he rushed to me so fast when he knows I was with Jin alone,I did not know he was afraid that I will be in dangers,he called my name to watch out, but I didn't watch out and he was the one who took the bullet,I have not believed my eyes,I launched without fear on Jin three shots without killing him,the place and the grounds were ignited,But I did not pay attention to that I was busy with kaito,who was severely injured.I screamed with the highest voice while Kaito was relaxing me but I could not after I saw him in this case covered with blood,I have cried very much so I have no tears to cry anymore,then he said what broke my heart"I love you.. I..I have always been in love with you after I spent time with you.. sorry.. forgive me"then he lost consciousness. I called so many times without any answers,then Akai showed up and helped us out of fire.
We took kaito to hospital,there were I fainted,Haibara made treatment for drug when I was still in the hospital.when I wake up kaito disappeared and I took the medicine which make me back to my original body,I was still in shock because of all this until I closed myself and then come back to you and meeting kaito again and another things happened that made me so carefully... kaito didn't want to see me like that he want me to relax and he knows that if I am here I will not be okay so he took me away but before that he wanted me to say goodbye to everyone in that party but his ex best friend did that to him and that didn't hurt him like how hurt me he knows that I can't took anymore so he did that...I am sorry but I love him so mush I could die without him so when I was closed myself it was all because him I couldn't protect my beloved one and I saw him in the worst case...I...I...I don't want to lose him no matter what and I am still so carefully about everything about him......sorry"
All of them were crying when shinichi was telling them their story.
"We are so sorry because you couldn't find us when you need us the most sorry my baby"Yusaku and Yukiko said that will there were hugging him.
"That's alright....I am okay now if kaito was okay and by me side"he smiled when he was saying that.
Until they heard the news in TV,that make shinichi shivering.
"No.....no......no......no....kaitooooooooo what the hell he is thinking?!!he is the most risked child I saw at all"he said while he was in fear.