A Train Of Thought

An Idiot's Rant

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I really wish I can erase all your sadness but when I see the tears on your face, I'm a mess.

I'm not sure whether I should hug you , says something or just let you cry you heart out.

Nobody ever comfort me before, it is a foreign thing.

I'm sure I look idiotic when I tried to comfort you.

I circled around you with a panic expression, telling you not to cry and even attempt to give you a half-hug

I remembered singing an awful song to you  ...Be happy, be happy like me, we are one happy family..

The lyric is something along that line .You can't expect me to create an awful song and remembered it. 

 Anyway, I'm glad that my acts of silliness cheer you up in the end. 

I wish you know, how much I cared for you at that time. 

I wish you didn't see me as useless baggage.

Now, you are a stranger ...with memories.

I might be the only one who remembers it.

I am indeed useless after all.

I'm too weird and naive for you.

You need better friends to climb the ladder to popularity.

You don't even acknowledge me as an acquaintance now.

I still think you as a stranger with memories but I am an insignificant stranger to you.
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