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"Once someone's hurt you, it's harder to relax around them, harder to think of them as safe to love. But it doesn't stop you from wanting them."
Ignore Mistakes Newark , Nj 2 Month old
"Izzy can you feed her please" I asked him still tired
"Yeah give me her" he mumbled
He ain't really been himself since two weeks ago
He found out Issac wasn't his
Yup when he ran off at the doctors office he went to get a DNA test
He said he felt that he wasn't his and he just want some reassurance that he was
Turned out he wasn't
Nisha been blowing him up non stop
She cursed him out for taking her son to get a DNA test without her permission
Threatened to take him to court and all
Me and Izzy had stopped talking at one point cause he wanted to take Ziyah to get one
Anyone with eyes can see that she look just like him
We argued but I eventually agreed cause I ain't have nun to hide
Results came back and she was his
He apologized and all that but I told him that we only need to talk and be around each other if it was bout Iziyah
And outside conversation was unnecessary
Right now we're at my house i was on the couch sleep and I guess he's up stairs feeding Ziy
After trying I couldn't go back to sleep so I just walked upstairs to her room
I stopped at the door way hearing him vent to her
"I swear I love you more than life itself! You the only one I can talk to without being judge shit you the only one that understands me. I would of lost myself weeks ago if I ain't have you to wake up to. I ain't never doubt that you wasn't mines I guess I just needed that reassurance after Issac not being mine. Everytime I look at you I smile just thinking about your brother I miss him more than anybody wouldn't ever know" he ranted as she just babbled
"Killing the ones responsible for his death ain't even bring me to peace I guess I just need him here with me. It's cool tho I know he watching over us and imma continue to make him proud I wish I could of took that bullet for him tho no child deserves to go through that wish I could of took his pain away" he finished as I saw him wiping his eyes
"daddy love you baby" he kissed her forehead than layed her in her crib
After a couple minutes of standing there I walked away going to cook some food
Going back upstairs to hand him a plate I as him in here crib sleeping next to her
I chuckled then went to put his food in the microwave
Sitting on the couch I got a call from and unknown number
"Hello" I answered
"Hey it's Nisha I know we ain't cool like that but me and Issac really need a place to stay and Izaiah won't let us stay with him" she spoke
"I'm sorry but I don't have any room in my house" I spoke honestly
I lived in a two floor three bedroom home
One room being mine the other being Ziyah and the last room being My deceased son
And I wasn't changing his room around to give to a bitch that don't like me
Not only that but I don't trust her being in a house with my child
And I'd be dammed if I put my child safety to the side for hers
Issac I have no problem keeping him but I doubt she's gonna let me
She got a mother siblings and cousins I'm sure she can go live with
"Kayla" Izzy stood at the top of the stairs
"Yeah" I looked at him
"I'm finna head out call me if you need anything" he said
"Ok but I'm sure I won't need anything I'll call you if ya daughter need some" I looked at him as he slid he shoes on
He just chuckled and walked out the door
⚪️Kayla.r 41 sec ago
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