Some nights I usually rejoice can be sleepless
The thought of losing a heart
Of losing you is heartless
Nights I lay my head in bed
So countless
I count the seconds beneath the heartstrings
So restless
Nights I lay my head in bed
To run away from the world through you
Through the broken vessel that led me straight to you
To run away from the wickedness and the untrue
Into your arms, to wrap myself in pieces of you
The thought of losing you had me choking
The river beneath my eyes has been bleeding
The thought of feeling shame has been drifting
The shame of leaning on the overrated reason
But it's too late
For me to recreate
And to turn back time
To run away from the voiceless nightmares
Into the broken vessels that led me straight to the wishes of me
Standing in the middle of the voiceless wilderness
Screaming out of my lungs
It's not living if it's not with you
It's hell if it's not with you
