'Oh my god why did you do that?' I think to myself. 'I'm not up for this I haven't seen Alan in 2 years.'
I've known Alan since I was 13. but grew distant. I always cared about him alot more than other people. I didn't realise it then, but, I'm gay. And I had a crush on him.
I decided to try and reconnect with him a week ago after I heard a song that I really liked on the charts and decided to buy. Not even realising that it was Alan's song until a week ago. It reminded me of all the memories of him and I knew that I had to see him again.
I tried texting him with the old number of his I had in my phone, hoping he didn't change his number. But he didn't respond. So I tried texting his mother, since I had her number for some reason. Probably because Alan's phone battery ran out and he needed to contact her.
But anyway, luckily, she responded giving me Alan's new number. I then texted Alan asking for him to come to mine for a catch up. And he responded in an hour.
And now he's due here any minute now.
I start panicking but I'm interrupted by the doorbell ringing.
