Aespa oneshots

Ningning

In which the unnies are worried about ningning because she's not being her normal self.and warning ⚠️ suicidal thoughts and self -harm
Ningning pov
I got done with eating my food so I was on my phone and scrolling through social media and reading some of the fan's comments when I saw some comments saying I can't sing or I don't deserve to be in the group or that I'm fake and I have a ugly smile and I'm so annoying and that how do my members not get tired of me I didn't even realize I was crying until I felt tears go down my face I just cried in my bed then I feel asleep .the next morning I woke up and saw karina come into the room hey ningning breakfast is ready said karina I'm not hungry unnie I said are you sure are you sick or something said karina while looking at me worried no I'm fine I'm just not hungry I said okay said karina then she left the room and I got on my phone and read more hate comments and I started crying more because I don't know how people can be so mean I decided not to look at the comments anymore and I heard someone come in hey ningning do you want to watch movie said Giselle no unnie I'm fine I said oh okay she said then I decided to take a shower I was going to the bathroom when I noticed it was just me and Giselle hey Giselle where did winter go I said oh she went to visit her parents and karina went to visit her parents also said Giselle oh okay I said then I went in the bathroom and started taking a shower and I remembered the comments and I started to cry then I got done and changed clothes and I saw a razor should I said to myself no I shouldn't I shook my head but you should since you suck I heard a voice in my head then I started to cry more and then I started to cut myself on my arm and I cried then after a few minutes I stopped and watched off the blood and clean my cuts and I started blow drying my hair and I got done with blow drying my hair and I walked out of the bathroom and I decided to to go somewhere and talk to someone hey Giselle I'm going to go somewhere so don't wait for me then I left the dorm and I went to the person apartment and I knocked on the door hey ningning come on in thanks yeri I said so what do you want to talk about said yeri do you think I belong in aespa I said of course you do why did you ask that said yeri because I think there better off without me and I saw comments saying I can't sing or I have a ugly smile or I'm fake I said oh so you saw hate comments I know how that feels I always get them but ningning don't listen to those people and you should talk to your members about this because there going to be with you for the rest of your life said yeri
Giselle pov
That was weird ningning just left she's been acting weird I watched the movie when karina and winter came back hey guys I said hey Giselle where's ningning said winter oh I don't know she said that she's going somewhere and not to wait for her I said wait what it's already midnight said karina then we saw her get her phone.
Ningning pov
Hey yeri can I tell you something I said yeah sure said yeri I cut myself today but please don't tell my members I said you did what said yeri then I showed her my cuts ningning I'm going to tell you something I use to cut myself too when I read hate comments and that's not a good thing to do I stopped and now I'm better so ningning please don't cut your self said yeri then my phone rang and I saw and it was karina unnie I answered it hello I said ningning where are you and why are you going somewhere this late at night said karina then yeri got my phone hi karina it's yeri she's at my apartment said yeri then yeri hung up I think karina is on her way said yeri oh okay I said then a couple of minutes later we heard a door bell ring and I got up with yeri and yeri answered the door and I saw karina unnie hey yeri unnie we will be going said karina then i said bye to yeri and left with karina and it was nothing but silence going back home then we arrived at the dorm and I went to the room and fell asleep.
The next day
I woke up earlier than my members I ate a apple and got dressed and then I saw my members come out and we went to the dance practice room and started dancing.two hours later
We got done and my members were talking with each other and I was sitting alone because I don't want to bother them because I think I'm annoying to them.Then I decided to eat lunch alone hey ningning are you going to eat lunch with us said Giselle no you can eat with out me I said then I went to a cafe and I was eating when I heard hey ningning I looked and saw yeri oh hey yeri I said hey how are you said yeri i'm fine I said that's good did you had a schedule today said yeri yeah I did so did I said yeri then we were eating and laughing well ningning I gotta go said yeri then she left .
Winter pov
Why doesn't ningning want to eat with us said Giselle I don't know she's been quite than usual I said I'm worried about her said karina I'm worried about her too I'll go see where she's at I said then I walked out of the company and I saw her in a cafe laughing with yeri so I went in and saw yeri left and I greeted yeri and then I walked to where ningning was at it looks like you were having fun I said then I saw her look up oh hey winter unnie said ningning so why are you eating lunch alone and not with us I said it's because I want to eat here said ningning I don't think that's the reason there must be something and you been acting weird I said I'm fine said ningning no your not I said look I don't wanna talk about it said ningning while getting up from her seat and paying for her food then we left the cafe and put our masks on why not do you not trust me or our unnies I said winter I don't wanna talk about it said ningning while walking away from me then i grabbed her by the arm and turned her around ningning why not I said then I heard her say oww and i looked and saw her arm bleeding ningning I said while tears in my eyes I'm sorry winter then she let go and ran away from me wait ningning I said but then I couldn't see her so I went to the company and went to the dance practice room unnies I said what's wrong winter said Giselle ningning she's cutting herself I said while crying WHAT said karina yeah she didn't tell me what was going on with her I said where is she said Giselle I don't know she ran away from me I said let's go find her said Giselle then we ran out of the dance practice room and we saw yeri oh hey guys said yeri yeri unnie did you know ningning is cutting herself I said then yeri said yeah YOU did why you didn't tell us said karina while crying because she didn't want me to tell you guys said yeri while looking down do you know where she is said karina no said yeri we have to find her said Giselle then we ran maybe she's at the dorm I said then we got to the dorm and we saw the bathroom lights on with the door closed karina ran to the door trying to opened it Ning yi zhuo please open the door said karina while crying open the door ningning said Giselle I'm going to call Irene to come over here said yeri then she called Irene and then we saw Irene come with the rest of red velvet members .
Ningning pov
I ran away from winter after she saw my wrist bleed I ran to the dorm and went in and took my mask off and went to the bathroom and locked the door and cried maybe if I kill my self I won't get hate anymore so I started cutting myself on both of my arm when I heard karina tell me to open the door while crying open the door ningning said Giselle I started to cry more ningning please open the door so you can talk to your members said Irene since when did Irene get here I thought in my mind why did she cut herself I heard Wendy said she has the same problem As I do said yeri are you talking about the hate comments said Irene yeah said yeri ningning please open the door so we can talk about this said Irene I didn't say anything but kept crying I'm sorry unnies I said what did she say in mandarin said seulgi I don't know said Irene I'm going to call wayv said Wendy then it was quiet then I heard a knock on the door ningning open the door were worried about you said kun I'm sorry I said ningning I know those hate comments hurt but don't listen to them said yangyang I just started to cry more and cut myself more tell my unnie I'm sorry but I have to go I said while crying ningning don't you dare kill your self said ten while trying to open the door WHAT ningning open this door I know it's hard but you will get through this said yeri while crying I'm sorry I said do you guys have a key or something said Lucas no said winter wait Giselle you have a bobby-pin on your hair said hendery then I started getting dizzy and then I heard someone messing with the handle door then I heard the door unlocked and then I  passed out .
Karina pov
I was crying and I heard ningning say something in Chinese did she say something in mandarin said seulgi I don't know said Irene I'm going to call wayv said Wendy then a couple minutes we say wayv arrived ningning open the door were worried about you said kun I'm sorry said ningning ningning I know those hate comments hurt but don't listen to them said yangyang tell my unnies I'm sorry but I have to go ningning don't you dare kill yourself said ten  while trying to open the door WHAT ningning open this door I know it's hard but you will get through this said yeri while crying I'm sorry said ningning I started to cry more then I felt someone hug me do you guys have a key or something said Lucas no said winter wait Giselle you have a bobby-pin said hendery then I saw him get the Bobby -pin and started to unlock the door then he did and he opened the door and I ran in and saw ningning arms and hand bleeding and her passed out Ningning I said while hugging her check her pulse said Irene then I did she's still breathing I said while crying more we need to clean her wounds said Irene then Irene started cleaning her wounds with kun and I was holding her while crying should we take her to the hospital said joy while hugging yeri no I know how to clean the wounds and karina hide the razor so she won't see it said Irene okay I said we have to change her clothes said Irene then Lucas picked her up from me and put her on my bed then I took her shirt off and got a shirt and put it on her karina don't forget to clean her wounds everyday will be leaving said Irene okay I said then wayv and red velvet left the dorm then I went to the room and ningning was still sleep in my bed I decided to lay right next to her and hugged her then I feel asleep.
Ningning pov
I woke up to karina hugging me then I remember they unlocked the door when I passed out I tried to move but she was hugging me to tight but I guess she felt me move because she woke up and let go of me I felt bad because when i looked at her she had puffy eyes I'm sorry karina unnie for making you cry I said while looking down not wanting to look at her then I felt hands on my cheek and then she lifted my head to look at her ningning it's okay but you should of told us what was going on so we could of help you said karina while looking at me I'm sorry that I didn't tell you I didn't want you guys to be worried I said it's okay ningning but don't ever cut yourself again said karina with tears in her eyes I won't I promise I said while looking at her then karina hugged me and I hugged her back then she let go you should talk to Giselle and winter said karina okay I will I said then I got off her bed and went to the living room and saw Giselle And winter sitting on the couch winter saw me and ran towards me and hugged me and I hugged her back then she let go of me and I saw her crying I'm sorry winter for making you cry and for not telling you guys what was going on with me I said while looking at her and Giselle .it's okay we understand said Giselle then she hugged me and then she let go. Promise me you won't ever cut yourself again said winter while looking at me I promise I said yeah and your going to tell us if something is going on with you said Giselle yes I promise I said good I heard from behind me and I turned and saw karina behind me well I'm going to make dinner said karina then I just sat on the couch with Giselle and winter then I looked at my cuts I wonder who cleaned them hey winter unnie who cleaned my wounds I said oh it was Irene said winter oh okay I said then 20 minutes later karina told us dinner was ready and we started eating and I realize I'm glad I have my unnies with me .

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